10-02-2023, 10:06 PM
As i mentioned before, i will be running USLM because of the TID i was getting from it.
Now, the TID's effects were good but now I'm realizing how screwed up i am in that aspect. Just as the description says, perception and beliefs feedback each other so in my case my motivations to do something come from emotional dependence but once i try to make it real it hits me hard because i perceive myself unable to do so because of circumstances and my own limiting beliefs and for some reason there is also the belief of "i fail once then i will always fail" so that makes me feel like shit and in the end prevents me from try anything even without started yet, then that leads to abandonment an resentment. This is one of my biggest if not the biggest problem i have becaue it will prevent me from having the life i want even if i manage to overcome resistance i need to change those beliefs.
Let's see how this goes, realizing was a big step already since i was cracking my head trying to figure out how this work.
Now, the TID's effects were good but now I'm realizing how screwed up i am in that aspect. Just as the description says, perception and beliefs feedback each other so in my case my motivations to do something come from emotional dependence but once i try to make it real it hits me hard because i perceive myself unable to do so because of circumstances and my own limiting beliefs and for some reason there is also the belief of "i fail once then i will always fail" so that makes me feel like shit and in the end prevents me from try anything even without started yet, then that leads to abandonment an resentment. This is one of my biggest if not the biggest problem i have becaue it will prevent me from having the life i want even if i manage to overcome resistance i need to change those beliefs.
Let's see how this goes, realizing was a big step already since i was cracking my head trying to figure out how this work.