07-10-2023, 02:07 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-10-2023, 02:10 AM by Have at ye.)
My heart just isn't into DMSI right now. Especially since my sex drive/libido has turned itself off spontaneously after my psychotic episode and I know not what to do about it. It's like after all these years of fighting to maintain it despite all fears and shame and all a part of me just decided to give up on sex, including masturbation. I think I'll wait until the 6G release of DMSI in its final version and run other programs in the interim.
In the meantime, I'm switching back to USLM to get some of that success and luck groove going. Heavens know I could use some - I've been stuck for over a year now despite all my efforts to try and achieve something significant.
I will probably try Money Magnet once it's out - the new technology might be able to power through any of my subconscious misgivings and I wouldn't say no to manifesting opportunities to make more money; there are several business I'd like to break into, just don't know how to go about it. Maybe this program could help with that, as well as with my job search.
Out of other news, got two new customers for my translation work. One of them is a low paying one, but with steady assignments which should prove to be an asset for regular money-making. Otherwise been feeling down in the dumps and depressed, lonely too. Kinda feeling like giving up on life since it's not bearing any fruit, y'know.
I'm still on the lookout for a band - I had a meeting with one guy to maybe start a project with, but he did not seem overly enthusiastic when we met. A shame, because he gives off the vibe of someone who knows their stuff and we could make good music together. An American, too, so I got to practice my English with a native speaker - not something I have many opportunities for outside of the Internet. Reconnected with a guy with whom we had an acoustic cover project that got interrupted by my paranoia - he seems chill with it and we'll perhaps continue with it. Otherwise things are quite on the music front but not for my lack of trying.
EDIT
Oh, I voted for an update to USLM in the poll since a boost in success and luck is something I could use right about now. Money Magnet won out, so I won't complain because that's also an interesting option, but I do hope that USLM gets a 5.11G update soon after.
In the meantime, I'm switching back to USLM to get some of that success and luck groove going. Heavens know I could use some - I've been stuck for over a year now despite all my efforts to try and achieve something significant.
I will probably try Money Magnet once it's out - the new technology might be able to power through any of my subconscious misgivings and I wouldn't say no to manifesting opportunities to make more money; there are several business I'd like to break into, just don't know how to go about it. Maybe this program could help with that, as well as with my job search.
Out of other news, got two new customers for my translation work. One of them is a low paying one, but with steady assignments which should prove to be an asset for regular money-making. Otherwise been feeling down in the dumps and depressed, lonely too. Kinda feeling like giving up on life since it's not bearing any fruit, y'know.
I'm still on the lookout for a band - I had a meeting with one guy to maybe start a project with, but he did not seem overly enthusiastic when we met. A shame, because he gives off the vibe of someone who knows their stuff and we could make good music together. An American, too, so I got to practice my English with a native speaker - not something I have many opportunities for outside of the Internet. Reconnected with a guy with whom we had an acoustic cover project that got interrupted by my paranoia - he seems chill with it and we'll perhaps continue with it. Otherwise things are quite on the music front but not for my lack of trying.
EDIT
Oh, I voted for an update to USLM in the poll since a boost in success and luck is something I could use right about now. Money Magnet won out, so I won't complain because that's also an interesting option, but I do hope that USLM gets a 5.11G update soon after.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
