(06-07-2023, 08:38 AM)Shannon Wrote:(06-06-2023, 11:47 AM)Frosted Wrote: At first I assumed it had been happening more, but then I investigated and tried to recreate the glitch that caused this. I found that this is probably the first time it’s happened since it continues indefinitely until I do something about it. If this is the first time it’s happened it doesn’t explain my recent exhaustion though. It could just be because my sleeps been off slightly the past few weeks I guess.
Anyways, I would normally take your suggestion, but by the end of the day I felt amazing and got the urge to finish this cycle. I ended up listening yesterday and woke up feeling great, so it would appear I’m on the right track! Weirdly enough that glitch, while causing initial turbulence, seemed to even out and create a mini breakthrough of some kind. Interesting. I am tempted to do a few more weeks before taking that break, but we will see.
P.S The amount of loops I listened to that night the glitch happened were 7 exactly (I woke up right when the last one completed).
Interesting. Okay, well let's see how this goes then.
So far it seems to have paid off. Just finished my last day on while sleeping. Now it’s time to see what the break days have in store. So far it seems to have been the right move. The results are good. The back and top of my head are a bit tender, though that is likely a results of the stuff I’m dealing with rather than a result of over listening to OGSF that one day. Intense dreams.
Ah, this was already happening here and there, but ever since the overlistening day, I started “actualizing” more. What I mean is having that realization of death, not running away from it, and instead using it to shape who I am and who I am becoming and how I want to live. It’s almost like instead of being discouraged by my own mortality I chose to face it head on and use it as a knife to cut through my own obstacles. Any day could be my last, so instead of despairing, why don’t I chose to live and die how I chose.
Edit: Want to clarify that this is a highlight. I’m certainly not always living my life like this, it is merely a small breakthrough and likely a sign of what’s to come in my journey.
