01-17-2023, 10:03 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-17-2023, 04:23 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
TID, I'm wrong for "being"
" I forgive everyone who ever hurt me"
This is what I heard when I woke up still in bed, right off when I wasn't quite fully awake yet. When I was a kid back in da 60's
My "Father"s clear message to me was, what's wrong with you, you're wrong for even existing, for being here, I hate you. It was what was said harshly on a regular basis and also what was said vibrationally and energetically, alike, that hurt ,equally as his abusive language & communications did in my directiont!! I do not usually wake up and ' hear" sentence's such as the abouve, it was unexpected, but certainly detected by Me.
My conclusions as a child was _there must be something wrong with me and my love, because of the way I was related to and not related to therefore I'm NOT loveable THE WAY I AM and what followed was, There's something deeply wrong with me, because of it. Rational or not,this is how some children think as a result of such mistreatment and/or abandonment emotionally and/or Physically.
OGSF:
Damn Sam this program is going to be on DEEP game changer
I've carried this shit through out my life and have worked on it extensively,as such.
Made a helluva lot of progress in Light of this, but OGSF could be a real game changer on many levels for many! Understatement. I'm sooo glad it won the Votes, so to speak!
" I forgive everyone who ever hurt me"
This is what I heard when I woke up still in bed, right off when I wasn't quite fully awake yet. When I was a kid back in da 60's
My "Father"s clear message to me was, what's wrong with you, you're wrong for even existing, for being here, I hate you. It was what was said harshly on a regular basis and also what was said vibrationally and energetically, alike, that hurt ,equally as his abusive language & communications did in my directiont!! I do not usually wake up and ' hear" sentence's such as the abouve, it was unexpected, but certainly detected by Me.
My conclusions as a child was _there must be something wrong with me and my love, because of the way I was related to and not related to therefore I'm NOT loveable THE WAY I AM and what followed was, There's something deeply wrong with me, because of it. Rational or not,this is how some children think as a result of such mistreatment and/or abandonment emotionally and/or Physically.
OGSF:
Damn Sam this program is going to be on DEEP game changer
I've carried this shit through out my life and have worked on it extensively,as such.
Made a helluva lot of progress in Light of this, but OGSF could be a real game changer on many levels for many! Understatement. I'm sooo glad it won the Votes, so to speak!
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
