whome: OF4

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With so few results from using these subliminals, why do you still use them?

Desperation? Vague hope?

The grief and pain and terror run, and ruin, my life. I need something, anything, to break them and allow me to escape them.

If I believed that the subs were definitely having no effect on me, I would stop using them. But my belief is that they might, just might, be doing something. Because they’re relatively inexpensive, and they don’t rank as very risky to my well-being, these subs are on the list of things I’m doing to break my emotional issues.

It’s not that I don’t have answers to the issues of what’s plaguing me, it’s that I don’t even know how to name what’s plaguing me. So I’m throwing everything I can find at it, hoping that some combination of them will be what frees me.

If you would prefer that I don’t post reports to this board, please say so and I will oblige. I will likely continue to use the subs for the reasons I mention.