I couldn't sleep at all last night. I run MLS during the day, so it could be that MLS is beginning to affect me and my subconscious is resisting by keeping me up at night. I finally fell asleep for what felt like 30 minutes in the morning and dreamed about Will Smith talking about how he raises his child giving it everything that child wants and has nothing to need for and me mentioning to him how my dad gave me stuff like Pina Colada drinks which would make me happy. Will Smith said Pina Colada was something he had not given to his kid in a way that felt like he was complementing that experience that I had. My dad was always letting me take pina coladas from his business while he ran the store though I realize I wouldn't have done that when I was a kid if I had realized how much he was working and struggling to provide for the family.
@Shannon Is my interpretation of this potential resistance tactic possibly correct? I haven't slept properly for 3 days but I think I got some semblance of surface level sleep the first two days even though I didn't feel rested when waking up, but last night was the toughest. Maybe MLS is trying to execute and my subconscious is trying to self sabotage me?
Something my brother noted to me on MLS was that I haven't complained about not being smart enough to learn for two months whenever I bring up my plans to learn SQL and Python on my quest to become a data analyst. Now, I'm more oriented towards figuring out how and what I need to do to achieve my goal. Guess I have got a lot of mental garbage to get through.
@Shannon Is my interpretation of this potential resistance tactic possibly correct? I haven't slept properly for 3 days but I think I got some semblance of surface level sleep the first two days even though I didn't feel rested when waking up, but last night was the toughest. Maybe MLS is trying to execute and my subconscious is trying to self sabotage me?
Something my brother noted to me on MLS was that I haven't complained about not being smart enough to learn for two months whenever I bring up my plans to learn SQL and Python on my quest to become a data analyst. Now, I'm more oriented towards figuring out how and what I need to do to achieve my goal. Guess I have got a lot of mental garbage to get through.
