07-07-2021, 10:35 AM
Day 46
Three hybrid loops today. I’m thinking about next week’s visit home, and planning to do ultrasonic loops overnight because I don’t know if I’ll have the time during the day to listen to hybrid loops since I’ll be around family.
Still on a hunt for an EMDR practitioner. The first one that I contacted didn’t get back to me after a website contact form and a direct text. The second one did get back to me saying he’s booked for months. I feel anxious reaching out to people cold and that doesn’t help. I have somewhat of a lead for a third that I need to follow up on.
At the beginning of April I did a session which ripped open the cage holding the grief in, and grief and pain overwhelmed me. At the time I noticed that it felt very young, and all of my earliest memories of being a child curling up in grief and pain came back. So I’ve been trying to find a practitioner with whom to see if being soothed in that place will help, and I got a recommendation for one. I’m seeing her tomorrow and we’ll see how that goes.
Three hybrid loops today. I’m thinking about next week’s visit home, and planning to do ultrasonic loops overnight because I don’t know if I’ll have the time during the day to listen to hybrid loops since I’ll be around family.
Still on a hunt for an EMDR practitioner. The first one that I contacted didn’t get back to me after a website contact form and a direct text. The second one did get back to me saying he’s booked for months. I feel anxious reaching out to people cold and that doesn’t help. I have somewhat of a lead for a third that I need to follow up on.
At the beginning of April I did a session which ripped open the cage holding the grief in, and grief and pain overwhelmed me. At the time I noticed that it felt very young, and all of my earliest memories of being a child curling up in grief and pain came back. So I’ve been trying to find a practitioner with whom to see if being soothed in that place will help, and I got a recommendation for one. I’m seeing her tomorrow and we’ll see how that goes.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
