07-04-2021, 05:33 PM
Cycle 11/36
Day 2/4 (44 days in)
2 loops hybrid trickling stream 2 days on 2 days off
It feels like the sub just ripped some kind of bandaid off. My mind is going through the realization that I am using ignorance and avoidance to hide from doing, learning how to, or realizing that I was already doing the things I was afraid of doing. My automatic reaction to feign ignorance was largely based on fear and upon realizing it, hit me like a brick wall of emotions. I wasn't having a panic attack but the emotions have the same flavor.
Day 2/4 (44 days in)
2 loops hybrid trickling stream 2 days on 2 days off
It feels like the sub just ripped some kind of bandaid off. My mind is going through the realization that I am using ignorance and avoidance to hide from doing, learning how to, or realizing that I was already doing the things I was afraid of doing. My automatic reaction to feign ignorance was largely based on fear and upon realizing it, hit me like a brick wall of emotions. I wasn't having a panic attack but the emotions have the same flavor.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
