05-31-2021, 08:47 AM
Day 9
Day off #2.
Full of grief and sadness and loneliness. I was informed yesterday about how my father’s health is going downhill, and while it’s no surprise, that’s weighing on me. The loneliness is poking at the self-hatred pain, and while I’m reasonably successfully pushing through the instinct of curling up and dying, so that I can somewhat function, it’s still pretty overwhelming.
Schedule-wise, starting next weekend I’m going to start progressing through the ASRB2 variations that Shannon listed.
Day off #2.
Full of grief and sadness and loneliness. I was informed yesterday about how my father’s health is going downhill, and while it’s no surprise, that’s weighing on me. The loneliness is poking at the self-hatred pain, and while I’m reasonably successfully pushing through the instinct of curling up and dying, so that I can somewhat function, it’s still pretty overwhelming.
Schedule-wise, starting next weekend I’m going to start progressing through the ASRB2 variations that Shannon listed.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
