04-19-2021, 06:03 AM
Stage 6
Cycle 3/4
Day 4/8
Me and that Close friend made up, things are rocky now but we are still talking.
Finally got a bit of a wardrobe change and got some nicer clothes. Always thought about waiting until I get to my goal weight before I do so. However, I fell off that as I stopped caring because I realized that I was doing this for other people and it sort of killed my drive for it. I realized that I should do this first and not wait for it.
I went with close friends to buy clothes and we were able to bond with them and slowly be more vulnerable with them and share great moments with them. It really reinforces the notion that I need evaluate my friends and see who is worth investing in. It's sort of a blessing to have this opportunity to realize I need to reevaluate my friends now due to the pandemic bringing people closer together and others further apart.
As for the stage, it feels smooth as there no real outward shift that I notice. It becomes integrated into me pretty quickly without me noticing it. A dream that I did have last night was me lost in an ever-shifting maze and I couldn't find a way out.
Cycle 3/4
Day 4/8
Me and that Close friend made up, things are rocky now but we are still talking.
Finally got a bit of a wardrobe change and got some nicer clothes. Always thought about waiting until I get to my goal weight before I do so. However, I fell off that as I stopped caring because I realized that I was doing this for other people and it sort of killed my drive for it. I realized that I should do this first and not wait for it.
I went with close friends to buy clothes and we were able to bond with them and slowly be more vulnerable with them and share great moments with them. It really reinforces the notion that I need evaluate my friends and see who is worth investing in. It's sort of a blessing to have this opportunity to realize I need to reevaluate my friends now due to the pandemic bringing people closer together and others further apart.
As for the stage, it feels smooth as there no real outward shift that I notice. It becomes integrated into me pretty quickly without me noticing it. A dream that I did have last night was me lost in an ever-shifting maze and I couldn't find a way out.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
