04-01-2021, 11:57 AM
(04-01-2021, 07:50 AM)Shannon Wrote: I'd say some part of you is very afraid to be vulnerable to being hurt through being sexual like DMSI is aiming for.
Knowing myself, this makes a lot of sense.
Day 3: Again, no marked difference. A few stares / flirtatious remarks when I go out but nothing I would necessarily ascribe to DMSI. Friends (girls and guys alike) who are typically unavailable are very chatty and want to hang out more, but all platonic.
I feel sexier when I look in the mirror. My standard resting face looks more sultry / seductive.
Was told that a guy I have feelings for stalked my ex online.
Have started to work out again (albeit only marginally). Appetite to binge on junk food has declined slightly.
Knocked out again (this time only for half an hour, as I had a delivery coming) when I start listening to my DMSI loops. Again this is ultrasonic silent, approx. 45% of maximum laptop speaker volume.
