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Title: DMSI 3.3.2 (sorry, very long!)
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My interest in IML subliminals increased a few months ago, after a few years of trying a lot of free stuff (youtube and my own) without any real success. The effectiveness reported in the threads here has always impressed me, but the main subliminal topic I was using from lots of different creators (shorten your philtrum) wasn’t available here, that’s why it took me so long to finally run IML subs.
Last October I finally had a lip lift revision done, followed by a little filler, because the subs weren’t working at all. After that I decided to lay this very subjective obsession with my lips (noone else ever mentioned it) to rest.


I downloaded a few 4g titles, just to have them in store, before they would be upgraded and might cost a lot more. But for a start I chose EPHRA, using the free version for a week and then switching to the paid one. I used that one for about 40 days, and a few things changed. Very vivid dreams, less fear, overall calmer, and I felt more empathy for those around me. I was bullied for 6 years at school (age 11-16), basically because I always was the best student. Everyone thought of me as a grind, although school in fact was a minor point for me and I didn’t have to invest much time to get good grades. Becoming popular and a member of a clique seemed to be a much better goal to achieve for me, but I never succeeded back then although investing much time in thinking it over and changing styles and attitudes a lot. Today I would say it is impossible to change the view of teenagers when you are already prejudged by them.
While on EPHRA I caught the flu and stopped listening for about three weeks, because I felt terrible and any kind of noise would bother me a lot. US was no option, because my pet rat lives in my sleeping room, and he was behaving quite disturbed the only night I played it through speakers. Of course, because his conscious mind can hear it.


After the flu I decided that instead of continuing EPHRA, I would rather try DMSI. People reported so many drastic changed when using it, and for my current life situation EPHRA felt a little boring. FRM and healing are included in both, and it is no problem for me to re-run EPHRA in the future, if I want to get more healing out of it.


I’m at home at the moment, battling lyme disease, after suffering from it without knowing for 10 long years. In the end I was so tired that I quit my job (not a big loss, proofreading as a freelancer, heavily underpaid for someone with a university degree), lost almost all my friends, because I had no energy to call or even meet them, and moved back into my parents’ house. Not really living together, no good idea, but into an empty apartment one floor above them.
I am planning on doing webcam shows as soon as I feel fit enough, because the underpaid freelance work is definitely no longer attractive to me, and anything else I could find with my degree (master of arts) would be underpaid as well. I have a high credit to pay off, and although I’m generally evaluated as a 8-10 by friends and strangers, competition in this business has increased a lot recently. So DMSI fully working could definitely improve webcam income.
I’m on a herbal protocol since last September, because one year of a chemical antibiotic didn’t help at all. It just ruined my immune system completely, and the very day I stopped the pills the inflammation in one of my ankles returned. In contrast, herbal medicine has improved my condition a lot already. Time will tell whether full recovery is possible.


Registration approval here took forever, so I’ve already finished the second cycle of listening. The first 8 days and the following bloom mainly led to changes that have been reported here lots of times already, but to complete this posting I will mention them.
  • My natural perfume changed from not really noticeable (at least for myself) to a really beautiful smell I notice quite often.
  • Feeling of a warm, cozy blanket around me every time I listened to DMSI.
  • Sometimes for a while, there was a very warm feeling coming from the inside of my body, heating me up.
  • I was in a light trance most time, at least it felt like that, a little disconnected from the world around me.
  • Absolutely no dreams during listening days, although I used to be a heavy dreamer, even before EPHRA, and remembered lots of them. In bloom dreams were coming back immediately, but only nightmares so far. Sleep quality is a little worse since the beginning, I don’t feel really recovered and fit. But no big deal, I have enough time to sleep at the moment, day and night.
  • Short episodes of sad and desperate feelings, mostly loneliness and fear when I thought of my financial difficulties, more fear when my mom’s dementia came into my mind, because it’s getting worse at the moment – but overall a calm feeling, positive, not becoming stressed out by pressure from people, and lots of compassion for others. The only feeling that was constantly bothering me: Out of the blue I’m desperately wishing for a boyfriend (not only sex), although my last one made me a happy single for 5 years until DMSI. (By the way, I never ever had a relationship based on love [I turned 39 two days ago], because I never had a crush on a person who was interested in me as well. I had three partners who loved me, whereas I only liked them, hoping for love to grow, but it never happened. My best friend [though married to someone who loves her like crazy now, because she’s afraid of getting old alone] has the same history, and thinking about the two of us makes me believe that mutual love is harder to find than a suitcase with a million dollars. So wishing for a relationship based on love and looking for a boyfriend is something I never ever wanted to do again, because it’s hopeless and will only lead to tears and desperation. Well, I guess if this wish is really caused by DMSI and not just coincidence after five years alone, I will find it out over time. Hopefully I won’t have to stop running it, because here I would definitely need the healing that has been taken out. FRM is definitely not enough to deal with this issue, no matter how good the version is.)
  • People in my vicinity seemed to be uber-polite when I was running errands, and even so when I was driving, waiting at the end of a narrow road and letting me pass first, or letting me filter into a queue after driving it past almost completely on the wrong lane (not nice, I know).
  • My singing voice became much smoother, it sounded a lot better, and my talking voice was softer and more emotional as well. Definitely increased vocabulary, new words were coming into my mind easily, and I wasn’t using the same old phrases everyone has in his standard repertoire.
  • Handwriting was a little easier (a common struggle for those with lyme disease), my signature looked smoother.
  • Hunger and thirst increased by about 30 %. So far no weight gain, but that’s no surprise for me. Since stage 3 of lyme disease I’ve been losing weight constantly, because the parasites are eating everything: fat, muscles, connective tissue.
  • A huge drive to clean my rooms, sort out old clothes, get paperwork done, finally sell the stuff that’s been on eBay for months, even if I have to give it away at a large discount. This drive included cleaning my Macbook and the small devices, deleting old files, archiving others.
  • A desire to dress better, more elegant, to wear nicer shoes and underwear when I go out, even if it’s less comfortable.
  • My mom and I went for a walk. My mom praised a three year old girl we were meeting on the street for walking at a good pace for her age. The kid literally froze and stared at us, even after we started walking away into the opposite direction, and when her dad finally managed to make her move, she turned around five times and said goodbye to us each time. Never experienced something like this before, although my mom is talking to children a lot when we are outside.
  • Since in bloom, I rather felt ghosted by most people. I had to run errands in the city center, passing by lots of strangers, but not much interest so far. But I have to admit that the majority of them were women, and the rest was looking at their smartphones, hardly realizing the people around. Same today in a doctor’s waiting room, all eyes on smartphones.

The second cycle of DMSI was not half as intense as the first, although I did exactly the same. Hunger/thirst was still increased, and my drive to clean and sort out everything became even bigger. At the moment I honestly think that tracks got mixed up by accident and I downloaded “Overcome Procrastination” instead of DMSI. Usually I’m rather lazy, because I don’t have many important things to do right now. So there is always the thought that nobody cares if I will do it later.
But right now this extreme drive is always present like crazy, I’m answering every message right away, I’m putting away stuff I used immediately, even if this means going down three floors just to get rid of an empty water bottle.
Unfortunately all the other effects pretty much vanished during the second cycle. There are hardly any nice feelings of aura or cozy blanket, voice is back to normal, and people treat me like before. Sad


I’m listening to the hybrid track trickling stream/silent with earphones on an iPhone 7/iPhone 11 alternating.
 
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#2
Welcome, sorry the approval took a while. Sometimes it's difficult for me to know because so many spammers show up so some accounts, if I can't find orders under the email I leave there to see if they are logged into again.

Looks like some interesting results so far. Sometimes the results go in cylces, and it can seem to lessen or disappear when something is being worked on, the best idea is to be consistent.

I do wonder though listening to a program that requires so much energy like DMSI might be more draining if you're also dealing with lyme and have low energy.
 
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Weirdly enough my psychologist thought I might have lyme disease for awhile... I have no clue why.

Good luck on the DMSI results, and welcome!
 
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I know some people who have Lyme and the associated coinfections. I have been planning to build a special program which consists of three other programs, and call it the "Trifecta", which should be very helpful for people dealing with Lyme etc. It's going to include Maximum Immune Response v3 for combating the infections (currently, this program is at v2.1); Maximum Healing Speed v2 or later for helping your body heal from the effects of the infections; and General Pain Relief Prototype 18 or later, to help you with any pain the infections are causing. The Trifecta is months away, but you should definitely check it out when it's done.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
 
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Hi guys,

thank you for your replies!

@Benjamin  Wow, I didn't know that there are so many spammers. Actually it didn't take that long, I just felt like I waited forever, because my first attempt to register was never answered. I checked my mail and spam folder every day, but I never logged in and after a while I assumed that it must have been rejected and tried it again with the other address. The rejected one has the ending .net, and it happens a lot that it is not accepted on message boards.
Yes, using the one I ordered from would have been the easiest, but it contains my full name, and I didn't want to make it visible for everyone.

@Frosted Didn't you ask him why he thought of lyme disease? In my country it's difficult, because officially the disease doesn't exist. Instead I was diagnosed with carpal tunnel, loge de guyon, swollen knee and tailor's bunion from overuse (after lying in bed and doing nothing for years), thyroid problems, and covered up domestic violence (because I developed large bruises on my whole body out of the blue). Not to forget an endless number of burn-out and depression diagnoses – because my medical records mention anorexia nervosa at age of 13, for a clueless doctor an unequivocal proof that all my current health complaints must be psychosomatic as well.

@Shannon Thank you very much for the information. I will definitely look for the Trifecta, because in case the herbal antibiotics won't help I don't have many options left. I might consider buying a rife machine or spooky 2 or whatever it is called at the moment, but it is expensive and not very pleasant almost always causing Herxheimer reactions.
Maybe I should buy Maximum Immune Response anyway, because since I started the antibiotics I'm extremely prone to diseases. A metro trip, a theater visit, a shopping spree – it's almost sure that two days later I will be infected with something.


As far as DMSI is concerned, I feel like there is something being sorted out under the surface at the moment. I'm still very motivated and active, but my mood has changed. When I start thinking I'm getting sad, realising how lonely I am, how stuck in my current living situation, and how boring my everyday life feels at the moment.
For the coming weeks I will have to stay near my mom, because she's in the process of cataract surgery (both eyes), and her dementia makes it impossible to prepare the different kinds of eyedrops every 3-4 hours for herself. Such frequent contact is quite exhausting for me, not preparing the eyedrops of course, but answering the same questions fifty times a day.

I went out a few times, met a friend at a bar and another one at a restaurant, but so far I don't get any attention from the people around. At least not in real life. Online I definitely see a change. In a game I regularly play I'm suddenly getting tons of mails and messages from people who want to trade items. This has maybe happened a dozen times during the last five years, usually I had to initiate the trades myself, looking through others' inventories for hours and checking their spares. All these recent offers were definitely surprising me.
With online friends, especially guys, it's the same: if I ask a quick question just to keep in touch, they now make every effort, reply with a long text and ask questions back, instead of being short and half-hearted.
Now I only hope that this behaviour will penetrate into my real life as well, because I'm a person who prefers making new friends face to face, instead of going through the cumbersome process of online contact – searching profiles, writing a hello, sending pics, receiving pics, writing again and again, telling all the basic facts, finally talking on the phone or on skype, and after weeks of back and fourth and many hours invested you finally meet for the first time, often after a two hour drive, because the other person lives far away.
Of course the outcome may be successful, but the long lead time makes the whole thing just unattractive for me – so I'm really hoping to get attention from the people nearby anytime soon.

My dreams are still missing, or at least I don't remember any. The whole night is dark, something completely new for me. Maybe once a week I vaguely recall a short sequence (5-10 seconds), but I can't say for sure whether it was a dream or something I thought of before I fell asleep.
One part of me misses my exciting pre-DMSI dream adventures, always lasting for a long time and sometimes turning into lucid dreams or OBEs. But another part thinks that this dream-free state may serve as an incentive to look for distraction in real life instead of staying passive and alone, something I have done for too long already.
 
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You are not going without dreams. You are going without remembering them when you awaken. Big difference.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
 
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Quote:@Benjamin  Wow, I didn't know that there are so many spammers. Actually it didn't take that long, I just felt like I waited forever, because my first attempt to register was never answered. I checked my mail and spam folder every day, but I never logged in and after a while I assumed that it must have been rejected and tried it again with the other address. The rejected one has the ending .net, and it happens a lot that it is not accepted on message boards.

Yes, using the one I ordered from would have been the easiest, but it contains my full name, and I didn't want to make it visible for everyone.

The only person who can see the emails is me and other admins, and I also do the store emails/customer service stuff anyway. But all good, you're here now.
 
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@marykate My psychiatrist thought that schizo-affective didn't quite fit my profile, so she tested me for lymes disease. To this day nobody knows for sure what I have but their best guess is bipolar and schizophrenia, so that's what I have.
 
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As far as I know, testing for Lyme is not exactly notorious for it's accuracy.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
 
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Wouldn't matter anyways, it was a bit of a long stretch. I've never been conscious of being bit by a tic and I don't go out into nature often anyways. Not to mention their's not many tics in my area.
 
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