Stage 3
Cycle 3/4
Day 2/8
Had a dream where I was fighting the toxic part of me. It was constant fighting and the part of me was constantly sabotaging me in every turn. A part “infected” with some kind of curse and for some reason it made me stronger or rather I used it against him.
My friend reached out to me feel the same way I feel and I tell her that I relate and what to do but I damn well should take my own advice but I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to do so.
A friend of mine I used to put in the pedestal, triggered something in me and made me realize I still have some hang ups about it. Yet I don’t know what to consciously do about that when it seems like a subconscious feeling and thought process.
Edit: swapped from ultrasonic to trickling stream hybrid.
Cycle 3/4
Day 2/8
Had a dream where I was fighting the toxic part of me. It was constant fighting and the part of me was constantly sabotaging me in every turn. A part “infected” with some kind of curse and for some reason it made me stronger or rather I used it against him.
My friend reached out to me feel the same way I feel and I tell her that I relate and what to do but I damn well should take my own advice but I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to do so.
A friend of mine I used to put in the pedestal, triggered something in me and made me realize I still have some hang ups about it. Yet I don’t know what to consciously do about that when it seems like a subconscious feeling and thought process.
Edit: swapped from ultrasonic to trickling stream hybrid.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
