12-29-2020, 07:28 AM
(12-28-2020, 09:30 PM)Rusty Wrote: Cycle 9 day 6-
Been switching back and forth between masked and hybrid.
Now when i think about it, i remmeber the first month i had this panic moments from time to time where i felt
nausea or really stronge fear for a moment.
well it doesnt happen any longer, i guess it's stabilized in me.
i do still notice when using US while sleeping, having from time to time remmemberable intense dreams.
last dream i had was 2 days ago, this time it was about highschool friend(we are not longer in contact),
i dream of arguing with him about somthing, then he said he was top of the class, which appearantly in the dream he was.
then i felt angry and the dream ended.
very interesting because the dream before it was about a commander i had in the army,
maybe eventualy i will dream about me as a 5 years old experiences? i wonder if so, because then maybe most of my issues would be fixed.
If I recall correctly, if you use E4 long enough then it will go back to these early years and heal those issues. But you have to listen to for the full 8 month cycle. And maybe another.
Right now E4 is making me aware of stuff that happened relatively recently that made an negative impact on me. I will keep grinding away.
