11-28-2020, 11:21 PM
Cycle 6 day 4-
i had lots of scary dreams but couldnt remmember any of them while waking up.
from time to time resentment rise up from my last relationship.
i went to another date 2 days ago, and i was super chill and calm during it. after we made out in my car and i suggested coming to my place i became nervous- i guess its somthing i have to work on because she changed her mind few minutes later haha.
my urine still is dark when i run the program but returns to be light on my off days.
my social skills are not changed regarding wittyness or creativity but just i am more calm in these situations.
when i was in college i used to have panic attacks during class because i was scared i would get humiliated. i wonder what would be my reaction nowdays
also i wonder how much my internal beliefs have changed since i started ?
i had lots of scary dreams but couldnt remmember any of them while waking up.
from time to time resentment rise up from my last relationship.
i went to another date 2 days ago, and i was super chill and calm during it. after we made out in my car and i suggested coming to my place i became nervous- i guess its somthing i have to work on because she changed her mind few minutes later haha.
my urine still is dark when i run the program but returns to be light on my off days.
my social skills are not changed regarding wittyness or creativity but just i am more calm in these situations.
when i was in college i used to have panic attacks during class because i was scared i would get humiliated. i wonder what would be my reaction nowdays
also i wonder how much my internal beliefs have changed since i started ?
