Cycle 2 day 3-
I had a very intense dream last night- when i played 3 US loops during sleep using my jbl flip4 speaker.
it went like this:
I applied for a job and got accepted, the job took place at a small office where people wore masks all around it.
I started doing my job then i remmember my superior called me in. i asked whats wronge? he said where is your output?
you have to produce better results.
i had big argument with him and then i remmember people tried to convince me to stay, i went to his office where he tried to belittle me and i yelled at him that he is wronge and i quit this job.
and now when i think about it, i had a very similar real life experience in the start of 2019, is it coincidence? is my subconcious reprocess the whole event and heal whatever damages were during that time?
i remmember clearly in that dream i felt like i am less then, like he is better then me and my result means nothing.
it also goes back to a commander i had in the army, who also i had issues with him.
in general i have issues with authority and i think E4 trying to dive deep to the core of thos issues and let me see where it stems from- which i believe some childhood traumas.
lets see ill do tonight another US tracks, see how it goes.
I had a very intense dream last night- when i played 3 US loops during sleep using my jbl flip4 speaker.
it went like this:
I applied for a job and got accepted, the job took place at a small office where people wore masks all around it.
I started doing my job then i remmember my superior called me in. i asked whats wronge? he said where is your output?
you have to produce better results.
i had big argument with him and then i remmember people tried to convince me to stay, i went to his office where he tried to belittle me and i yelled at him that he is wronge and i quit this job.
and now when i think about it, i had a very similar real life experience in the start of 2019, is it coincidence? is my subconcious reprocess the whole event and heal whatever damages were during that time?
i remmember clearly in that dream i felt like i am less then, like he is better then me and my result means nothing.
it also goes back to a commander i had in the army, who also i had issues with him.
in general i have issues with authority and i think E4 trying to dive deep to the core of thos issues and let me see where it stems from- which i believe some childhood traumas.
lets see ill do tonight another US tracks, see how it goes.
