Transcendental Sith Lord's OF Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Basically, then, what you experienced was your consciousness choosing to shift from a probability line to a possibility line; what is most probable results from a probability line, but all things are "possible".  So, in order to accomplish the goals of the program, you chose a significant shift in what happened and perhaps even shifted to a different "reality" altogether.  

It is possible to jump from one line of events to a completely different line of events that was not directly connected to the originating line.  That is, from what I understand, how major shifts in reality are accomplished; those that people call things like "miracles".  If you shift from a reality in which a man dies and is laid out before you in a casket, to a reality in which the exact same casket and man are laid out, but the man never died - just chose to get into the casket - then it would appear to all present that the dead man "came back to life" if they all remembered his death. For example.

This sort of shift is exceedingly rare because it requires such advanced actions, but with the right set of goals and motivations, and perhaps a hint of the right choice of actions, it is possible for sufficiently experienced people to do.  It is said that true Masters can do things like that at will, consciously choosing to make them happen.

Once you're in the new reality, you'll be affected by it as you would expect to be at that point in the reality if you always existed there.  From the point of view of the new "reality", you suddenly shifted direction and changed, creating a disruption in the flow of that reality because of the influence of the old reality "being injected" as you "land" in the new reality.  It creates a split between the "you" who transitioned and the "you" who always experienced that reality, such that in one resulting path you continue without having "transitioned" and just experience the inertia of the reality because that "you" was always on it; and in another, the "transitioned you" jumps into this reality that is different, and it remembers some or all of the old reality, thus creating the potential for memory issues including confused double memories, no memories at all and others.

It isn't done very often because it's very difficult for most to do, even subconsciously.  But it is possible to do.

I would say everything you have said is pretty much on the mark as far as how I'm feeling right now. Regarding the memory thing its like sometimes I might get a memory from that former reality but then automatically think "wait, that didn't happen". It just feels like that it is uncharacteristic for me to think, act, or feel in the way I am remembering from then. In the end though I rather take dealing with slight confusion then the previous "reality" as it were. Things have significantly  improved for me (I even feel weird saying that as it feels like things have always been this way). 

Update: Not much to update at the moment. Things are just going good as they always are. I am just being patient for DMSI and (the one I'm mainly waiting for) UMS. I figure if most fears have been dealt with then the results from those subs should be even more powerful. I guess time will tell. 

There is one thing that I have noticed thought that I is worth reporting. So I've noticed on a few occasions that when I come to a truthful, big realization about something I feel something in the back of my head. Like something is realizing that, analyzing the conclusion and information. When I try to understand what this is in my mind or what is going on my mind starts to get "blurry" and heavy in a way. As if something is trying to conceal itself and wishes to remain hidden. Its funny because I tried earlier to understand this more and a certain imagery which i think was immersed in appeared in my head. I was standing on one small island which had light though it was still sort of dark. There was a small bridge that connected my small island of land to another island though I couldn't even see it because at the half way point of the bridge the light ended and it was total impenetrable darkness. I couldn't see past that point. What I could sense though was that there was something look at me from the darkness and I could feel mainly 2 attributes. Whatever was looking at me from that darkness seemed very powerful and had a certain "intelligence' to it that I couldn't understand. I almost want to say old or maybe ancient intelligence if it makes sense? As if this thing had vastly more resources then i did. 

I almost want to say this is my conscious mind sensing a certain level of the subconscious but I'm not sure. I didn't think or immerse myself in it too much because for some reason thinking about it and trying to figure it out brought on a headache. @Shannon is it possible for the conscious mind to at least sense levels of the subconscious at times? Obviously the subconscious is still you but I'm guessing the conscious would perceive certain levels of the subconscious as i guess "different" from itself? especially in the way they operate.