Transcendental Sith Lord's OF Journal

[Shannon]

The first thing I have to point out is that your frame of reference in this question assumes that "past, present and future" actually exist.  They do not.  They are all "now", but your awareness may or may not be focused through them.  This concept is very difficult to explain and grasp when you are so used to a reference defined as "past, present, future".  Literally speaking, the past is what you chose to experience, which your nervous system is not capable of dealing with all at once, so you remember and experience it as "the past", and you don't remember "the future" not because it "hasn't happened yet" but because it hasn't received the right focus to collapse it from superposition; thus, all possible futures are "remembered" and that overwhelms the parts of your awareness limited by their focus through your brain (nervous system), so you "don't remember" them.  

That's not even entirely accurate, it's more complex and in depth than that, but for the time being, that's the best I can do to explain it without writing a novel.  Hopefully it suffices.

Now the subliminal does not alter your past.  However, if you conclude at some level that altering your past is the only way to achieve the goal, or the best way, then there is nothing stopping you from doing so as its chosen method of achieving the program's goals.

Actually that post you made was quite informative and answered quite a few things I've been pondering the last few days. Does this mean essentially that we "created" Past, present, and future because : (1) as a kind of safety for us physically (nervous system as you mentioned can't handle all past, present, and futures at the same time), and (2) so the "conscious" mind can actually make sense of things? This kind of reminds me also of something touching on this concept in the second Matrix movie. The oracle had said: 

"You have already made the choice. Your just here to understand why you have made the choice". 

Wouldn't the whole no past, present or future thing also kind of lead to a type of determinism? As in you already know what is going to happen and already decided on how your going to react to those situations. So you still have free will but you kind of already made your choices I guess since the future isn't real. Hopefully it doesn't take too much out of your time to answer these as I feel like these are very important questions.

"The Matrix" is a lot closer to reality than many would guess, but your interpretation does not match my understanding.  The "eternal now" means that at every point you have made a different choice, and that point exists in some reality.  It is, has happened, will happen, whatever.  All possibilities ARE.  It is not taking away free will, however, as you must make the choice of which of these existant "points" you choose to experience within your current experience of reality.  There is more, and it is very, very difficult to explain.  I am afraid that explaining the rest is currently beyond me.  I am not yet finished coming to understand all of this myself.  

It's helpful to consider how a magnetic disc stores data in such a manner that it is "random access", meaning that any point on the disc can link to and thus lead to any other point on the disc for data access.  Now if you consider that the limitations of your "conscious" awareness require an experience of "time" which only flows forward, then you can get a rough idea how it works: from any "point of now" you can access and experience any "subsequent" point of now as required within the limitations the conscious awareness can comprehend time-wise.  The most likely thing you will do is what you are most familiar with and therefore comfortable with and habituated to, but you can do anything that directly connects to your current "point of now", and you can use a series of these connections to experience literally anything if you do the right things.  Elon Musk revolutionizing the rocket industry, is a pretty good example.  

Updates: Things still going very much well. I think I am settling down to my new normal which I would feel my well being is still at a 7 or so but able to raise it on command if I want to. I am noticing some external differences as well. Way i react around people as if I don't care about their validation and in reaction to that people react with giving validation. Also had 2 women contact me on old dating profiles (have even more on my foreign profiles). Only thing is I really don't care. I really feel like neediness is based on fear because since all this has happened I have like zero neediness. Would having sex be nice I guess? Sure but I can be just as happy if it didn't happen either. My happiness isn't determined on whether I have lots of sex or not. Its because of this change and several others I'm pretty much fully confidant next DMSI will be work for me. Most of the issues that needed to be dealt with have been dealt with. Its funny now though. In the long term i'm more interested in running UMS than DMSI. DMSI I'm only going to be running to see how it works for me this time around and for a pleasant distraction. Other than that women aren't really high on my radar anymore. 

I'm more interested in stuff that is going to be for my long term benefit anyway. Also, "when" I get very wealthy I can have my pick of women anyway. So it really doesn't matter all that much. In other areas idk I feel like I have pretty much normalized the attributes from the sub to a degree. I do feel like I'm getting some subconscious bordem now but I will continue with this at least until the new DMSI comes out that's for sure. 

On a very important note though I think I finally realize something Shannon said before. Even though I think he said it in the context of going through "cycles" so I don't know if it can be applied to large portions of a person's life. Its funny only after I got cured of the PTSD and depression do I realize that I needed to go through experiencing that "reality". As I only came to certain conclusions and truths in that painful experience. I realized that had I just had a good upbringing and normal life at the beginning I would have just been another normie as it were. I realize that now. I also realize I won't be going back to that reality because I learned the lessons I needed to learn and I can learn nothing more from experiencing that. I have new lessons to learn and my goal is clear now on what I need to achieve in this life. Its quite interesting what a clear vision unimpeded by fear can do for you.

The cycles I referred to range in length from hours and days to hundreds, thousands and tens of thousands of years, depending on which specific cycle and which combinations of such cycles.  For example, the three cycles currently resulting in the huge upheaval in our lives happens when those three cycles come together at a specific point of amplitude, and that happens once every (I think I remember this correctly) ~540 years.  IIRC the last time this happened resulted in "the dancing plague".

But I am glad to see you understanding these things you have learned; that is impressive growth indeed, my friend.

Out of curiosity, you say you got "cured of PTSD and depression".  How did that happen?  I'm not clear on that?