Emotional Pain Relief & Healing Aid 5G Journal

[Shannon]

5G subs fade out pretty quickly for execution when you stop using them.  That's part of why I had to invent P3/4/5/6.

So the effects are usually felt when I am listening to it? Like feeling strong emotions?

With 5G, the primary motivator for subconscious action is the experience of the program itself.  When that experience is no longer - you turn it off - the motivation is gone and now you're running on whatever the program has accomplished so far.  Depending on various factors, that may be not much, or quite a lot.  That's why we recommend a minimum exposure of 8 hours a day for 5G, suggested exposure of 12 hours, and a maximum exposure of up to 21 hours is also an option.  You can still feel the effects when you're not playing it, but they will depend on how much the program has a achieved of its goal at that point.  

Anyhow I am listening right now and I realized that after looking at my thoughts, I seem to realize there are moments within the day that I am ok with dying. Not because I want to die or I am at peace but because of what happened in the past that I don't want to happen again. I don't want to experience again the pain that I went through in the past. It's pretty bad to thing about it but I know they will happen again and it might be harder this time. Probably I can get used to these emotional pain but I'm still thinking about them. I'm ok with dying because I am thinking that it is a way for me to avoid the pain I am and might experiencing. It's not good to think of such because if that happens it will cause immense suffering to my parents, sister, girlfriend, relatives and friends.

Being okay with dying is not necessarily a bad thing.  I am okay with dying, but I have no need, want or desire to die.  I am simply unafraid of death itself.  Death is a poor escape plan, though.  Better to grow into being who and what you need to be to get past what makes you want to escape in the first place.  I have been in some pretty bad places emotionally in my life, and I'm doing a LOT better now by using my own programs.  I'm also helping my gf get past some of the same issues I had with them.  When the chips were down for me, the reason I never ended my life was that upon reflection, I knew that it would hurt the people I love most, and I could not bear to do that.  My mother kept me alive more than once that way without ever even knowing it.  Just remember that - your actions and choices have consequences, and they affect other people.  Hurting others, intentionally or otherwise, is never a good thing.

In a way I know this sub will help me get through this.

That's good that you realize that.  It definitely helped me through some tough times!