Emotional Pain Relief & Healing Aid 5G Journal

[Shannon]

5G subs fade out pretty quickly for execution when you stop using them. That's part of why I had to invent P3/4/5/6.

[reki]

I had a long and vivid dream earlier but I wasn't listening to any subs during that time. Was it a result of the sub or not?

I don’t think we can know for sure whether the dream was directly influenced by the sub but we do know that the sub keeps working for while even when you are done listening. That sub is not a temporary quick fix, it does some deep healing and rewiring. For most of us it’s long process, with some ups and downs, but a very rewarding one.

That is a result of P-technology, which was not introduced until 5.5G.  I believe @reki was/is using the free 5G version of EPRHA.

Ya, he is using 5G but it cannot be that the effect of any sub stops the second you stop listening, unless it’s an instant off, if only because it changes shtuff in your subconscious that is bound to have future consequences. Feeling the effect before starting the sub for the first time, however, was introduced later, and the concept still blows my mind (like any other temporal paradox.) But I think we all experienced it.

Thanks guys for clarifying this up. I've been using the sub mainly when I am working and before I go to bed and not when I am sleeping.

[reki]

5G subs fade out pretty quickly for execution when you stop using them.  That's part of why I had to invent P3/4/5/6.

So the effects are usually felt when I am listening to it? Like feeling strong emotions?

Anyhow I am listening right now and I realized that after looking at my thoughts, I seem to realize there are moments within the day that I am ok with dying. Not because I want to die or I am at peace but because of what happened in the past that I don't want to happen again. I don't want to experience again the pain that I went through in the past. It's pretty bad to thing about it but I know they will happen again and it might be harder this time. Probably I can get used to these emotional pain but I'm still thinking about them. I'm ok with dying because I am thinking that it is a way for me to avoid the pain I am and might experiencing. It's not good to think of such because if that happens it will cause immense suffering to my parents, sister, girlfriend, relatives and friends.


In a way I know this sub will help me get through this.

[Shannon]

5G subs fade out pretty quickly for execution when you stop using them.  That's part of why I had to invent P3/4/5/6.

So the effects are usually felt when I am listening to it? Like feeling strong emotions?

With 5G, the primary motivator for subconscious action is the experience of the program itself.  When that experience is no longer - you turn it off - the motivation is gone and now you're running on whatever the program has accomplished so far.  Depending on various factors, that may be not much, or quite a lot.  That's why we recommend a minimum exposure of 8 hours a day for 5G, suggested exposure of 12 hours, and a maximum exposure of up to 21 hours is also an option.  You can still feel the effects when you're not playing it, but they will depend on how much the program has a achieved of its goal at that point.  

Anyhow I am listening right now and I realized that after looking at my thoughts, I seem to realize there are moments within the day that I am ok with dying. Not because I want to die or I am at peace but because of what happened in the past that I don't want to happen again. I don't want to experience again the pain that I went through in the past. It's pretty bad to thing about it but I know they will happen again and it might be harder this time. Probably I can get used to these emotional pain but I'm still thinking about them. I'm ok with dying because I am thinking that it is a way for me to avoid the pain I am and might experiencing. It's not good to think of such because if that happens it will cause immense suffering to my parents, sister, girlfriend, relatives and friends.

Being okay with dying is not necessarily a bad thing.  I am okay with dying, but I have no need, want or desire to die.  I am simply unafraid of death itself.  Death is a poor escape plan, though.  Better to grow into being who and what you need to be to get past what makes you want to escape in the first place.  I have been in some pretty bad places emotionally in my life, and I'm doing a LOT better now by using my own programs.  I'm also helping my gf get past some of the same issues I had with them.  When the chips were down for me, the reason I never ended my life was that upon reflection, I knew that it would hurt the people I love most, and I could not bear to do that.  My mother kept me alive more than once that way without ever even knowing it.  Just remember that - your actions and choices have consequences, and they affect other people.  Hurting others, intentionally or otherwise, is never a good thing.

In a way I know this sub will help me get through this.

That's good that you realize that.  It definitely helped me through some tough times!

[reki]

With 5G, the primary motivator for subconscious action is the experience of the program itself.  When that experience is no longer - you turn it off - the motivation is gone and now you're running on whatever the program has accomplished so far.  Depending on various factors, that may be not much, or quite a lot.  That's why we recommend a minimum exposure of 8 hours a day for 5G, suggested exposure of 12 hours, and a maximum exposure of up to 21 hours is also an option.  You can still feel the effects when you're not playing it, but they will depend on how much the program has a achieved of its goal at that point.  

I'm still using it at roughly 10 hours per day. I'm on the path of not rushing it and taking it slow. Not much difference this past week. I do am able to do more things as my sickness is slowly subsiding. I was able to meditate for 3 days straight now. I wish to be able to do this for at least a month straight. Only 10 minutes per day. I'm still bugged by my thoughts within the day but there are times I am able to just be aware of them.

I don't feel much effects whenever I am listening to the sub both when I am awake or asleep. Pretty much the same as when I am not listening to it.

[Shannon]

What format and volume are you using?

[reki]

Being okay with dying is not necessarily a bad thing.  I am okay with dying, but I have no need, want or desire to die.  I am simply unafraid of death itself.  Death is a poor escape plan, though.  Better to grow into being who and what you need to be to get past what makes you want to escape in the first place.  I have been in some pretty bad places emotionally in my life, and I'm doing a LOT better now by using my own programs.  I'm also helping my gf get past some of the same issues I had with them.  When the chips were down for me, the reason I never ended my life was that upon reflection, I knew that it would hurt the people I love most, and I could not bear to do that.  My mother kept me alive more than once that way without ever even knowing it.  Just remember that - your actions and choices have consequences, and they affect other people.  Hurting others, intentionally or otherwise, is never a good thing.

You said it correctly when saying that we should be ok with dying but have no need, want or desire for it. In times of deep despair and pain I felt the desire for death so that in itself show that I am not ok emotionally. I'm not suicidal nor been in a point that I want to die though except back in my early 20s. I realize the feeling and realization is almost the same. Back in my early 20s I felt I was feeling that I haven't accomplished much in life especially in terms of relationships with people. Now 10 years on, I'm still feeling it but more on accomplishments on other things. As such there are cases when I work too hard that it became detrimental too my health because I want to be able to succeed. I took a back seat this year and what's bad is that my business suffered but mostly it is because of the economic situation that the lockdown has caused.

That's good that you realize that.  It definitely helped me through some tough times!

I put my trust on the sub and strive to be positive.

[reki]

What format and volume are you using?

I'm using the Ultrasonic format and at 10/15 volume clicks using an old android phone. On the speaker itself, the volume is set at half.

[reki]

Almost a month and a half in. Not much happening aside from I was able to control my anger on one occasion when talking to someone at Discord.

[Shannon]

Have you tried the other format to switch things up and see how it affects you?

[reki]

Have you tried the other format to switch things up and see how it affects you?

Not yet. 

Btw, I did something bad before I sleep earlier. I browsed some negative comments towards my business and got kind of wanting for revenge so I decided to threaten them via text using an alternate phone number. Good thing the message didn't send. But I'm still not over with what they have did in the past. I know I should move on but still I'm getting angry for such nonsense.

[reki]

Things are pretty rough lately. Got pissed at another client and told him online some words. No bad words but I shouldn't have said it.

[reki]

I've around a month and a half in so around halfway the 3 month mark. Not much difference from before. Pretty much my day is a copy of the next and yesterday.

[reki]

I had a dream while listening to the ultrasonic at night
I remember being at the nearby mall in my city but it still in the condition when it is not yet renovated. I went to different places inside it to see how the places I used to visit still look like. I went to video games store and PC hardware store. I was a big PC gamer back in the day. Pretty much me in the dream browsing the shops through the windows.

Then I manage to get inside a shop where I asked a few things about PC hardware and their prices. Then a man who is watching the CCTV is playing a game where he can control the items in the CCTV monitor.