07-24-2020, 01:36 PM
Yesterday, I relied very heavily on caffeine to make me functional enough to work through the exhaustion. To be sure, I was very surprised that it even worked. I took myself to the limits of what I can handle, and it worked and I was very productive. However, today, I find myself even more surprised that the majority of the exhaustion is simply gone.
I still feel tired, but I am not exhausted.
This gives me hope. I am hoping this means that whatever was being resisted has been dealt with, and I can now move on with achieving things. I thought this exhaustion would take a month to get through!
Today I went to the mall for lunch. While I was there I saw a tall slender woman wearing flare leg jeans. Most people can't pull those off, but she was doing it beautifully. I walked over and complimented her and asked if they were flare leg or bell-bottom, and then bid her good day as I was walking to my car.
And then I realized that I had just done something, without even thinking about it, that I normally would never have done. So apparently, OF kills approach anxiety...
I'm also seeing some effects which I can't tell if they are OF or TID from LTU6, but they're affecting both me and GF in two different very positive ways and I am very happy with them.
Love this program!
I still feel tired, but I am not exhausted.
This gives me hope. I am hoping this means that whatever was being resisted has been dealt with, and I can now move on with achieving things. I thought this exhaustion would take a month to get through!
Today I went to the mall for lunch. While I was there I saw a tall slender woman wearing flare leg jeans. Most people can't pull those off, but she was doing it beautifully. I walked over and complimented her and asked if they were flare leg or bell-bottom, and then bid her good day as I was walking to my car.
And then I realized that I had just done something, without even thinking about it, that I normally would never have done. So apparently, OF kills approach anxiety...
I'm also seeing some effects which I can't tell if they are OF or TID from LTU6, but they're affecting both me and GF in two different very positive ways and I am very happy with them.
Love this program!
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!