Shannon's OF 5.75G Experience

[Shannon]

OF is definitely making me tired. But I discovered the hard way that we are going to finish the job, because if we don't, things will go wrong. So it's "plow through and deal with the exhaustion" time.

This exhaustion, and this level of exhaustion, is something I have only ever dealt with twice before in my life. Once when I was going through chemo, and every cell in my body was fighting for life at once, and once when I healed it using MHS for the first time. The chemo made me sleep 23 hours a day for months. MHS healing the effects of chemo made me sleep 18+ hours a day for 28 days straight.

I hope this doesn't take too long. But it's apparent that a deep core part of me is trying hard to resist OF, and that OF is not having it. The conflict is using huge amounts of energy, and that would not be the case of OF was not making progress. So I'll keep going and do my best to stay functional.

If caffeine does not make me functional enough, I will stop working until I am sure I can work and not make mistakes. This may reduce my productivity. If I thought that switching to something else was a better choice, I would do it. But it's clear that that is not the better choice. So it's time to suck it up and buckle down.

I have to say, I am impressed that OF is powerful enough to go head to head with this part of me and still make progress. This gives me hope for all of the hardcore resistant types. I'm not done developing the 6G tech yet, but if this can even slowly get through that type and level of resistance, then we just have already won. At that point, all that's necessary is to make it less exhausting (or not exhausting) and make the program powerful enough to do it faster and more quickly, where that is possible.

Not the most fun to experience, but promising none the less.