Alpha Male Journal

[Morgul]

Sounds awesome Morgul. Reminds me of my Alpha journey, it was a pretty amazing journey and I look forward to doing 5.0.

The anger was probably there and you pushed it down. I know I did because I learnt it was wrong to express myself as when I did my parents would get more angry, and unfortunately it would build up and explode. I had some extreme anger during Alpha, but also started to become aware of it and was able to catch myself a few times when it was getting too much.

And in the end I become much calmer.

Yeah, it seems this program brings out the baggage we were carrying from past trauma/drama, in particular the one in the way of the open and transparent expression of our alpha core. So we're encouraged to accept it and heal it, and then our core shines through again.

It can be a bit of a b*tch to experience those feelings again, but it's pointless to keep on postponing their healing for later. That postponing is the real procrastination, the avoidance of dealing with our baggage. What we tend to usually refer as procrastination (the avoidance of taking important actions) is just a mirror of that, the former being the cause.

As for them being more interested even with the anger, well it seems your accepting it instead of ignoring it now which is more powerful than pushing it down.

-Ben

Yes, it might be... It seems women can subconsciously feel when we're letting go of our crap, and that catches their attention. So even bad feelings are present, when we're in releasing relationship with the issues, they're drawn even more to us (as being affected already by the divine perfection that was covered by the issue).