My EPRHA3 Journal - Realizing Inner freedom

[GreekGod22]

Week 5 Summary

On to my 2nd month of E3. I am really glad I choosed this sub. My life is taking a turnaround for the best. I have had some important breakthrough and realizations lately (and this spring in generally) with regard to my physical and social life, the values that I care about and how I want to live my life (financial freedom, physical & spiritual harmony).

• went on another date this week. I still felt like my former shy, timid self, but to a lesser degree. The girl offered me a cigar at some point. I instantly relaxed and was able to vibe and connect with her.
  
• I am taking care of my physical appearance more and more (which I've neglected in the last few years due to depression). Paying more attention to grooming, got a slick haircut at the barber
  
• I am slowly and surely getting rid of chronic & learned helplessnes.
  
• I am supportive of myself, I care deeply for myself. Self-criticism has reduced big time.
  
• starting to feel more entitled and deserving of high quality girls