LTU5 Journal - The hope

[Shannon]

Yes. I started listening to  it already and today is Day 100 (1st day of Break of 1st cycle of 2nd rerun)

The feeling of panic and anxiety went away immediately.

Last night I thought I was going to listen another day before the 2 days off break but no, it was day 5, break. But I really wanted to listen again. 

I am wondering, I saw that some people are under special instructions not only on LTU but on other programs for different listening patterns than the general instruction. In fact I did get special instructions from Shannon for DMSI which were very beneficial. 

@Shannon I have a question and it is, is there anything to notice so that we understand if we need to adjust our listening patterns? And if we do need to, how do we determine this adjustment?

Some days I want to stop listening to LTU on Day 3 (mainly because of emotional healing overwhelm). Others I just can't believe it's day 4 already and I would love to listen more.

That program has a module in it that attempts to cause your subconscious to determine what the optimal listening parameters are for you.  If you have the urge to use it or not use it, try following those urges for a while and see where it gets you.  Try to determine if your subconscious is attempting to use it as an excuse to not run the program.  Desire to run it more will almost always be your subconscious trying to achieve its goals.