Stage 3, day 7:
Guess what?
I'm not done yet. I cannot explain what is going on. My best explanation is:
1. Unexpected difficulties and challenges arise as I go.
2. When I look at the high level big picture of things. I see all the big building blocks completed. I just see the little bit of glue missing between 2 components but when I start building a test scenario and ask myself what do I need to try out this new system. I always come up with some crucial but also easy to overlook elements that are missing and that I didn't think about at first.
So the end result is: I completed very important needed things yesterday evening. Because I thought that I was close to completion and I was seeing a lot of juicy opportunities being reported by my program. I wanted to start being able to execute orders to start taking advantage of those opportunities.
I completed 3 major tasks. I had to stop when I was totally exhausted not able to think straight anymore.
Same thing today. I completed 3 other important tasks. but 3 new ones got added to the list.
I'm less confident than I was yesterday that there is a chance that I complete tonight. Best scenario would be sometime tomorrow...
Something was going on in the cryptomarkets last night. To give you an idea, opportunities usually reported have a yield in the 0.1-0.5% range. Sometime a 1.25% one will come out once in a while. Last night, dozens of 2%-3% opportunities were showing up.
I was a bit skeptic because usually, the opportunities remain valid for 100ms at best. Those 2-3% opportunities did remain valid for several seconds. Either 2 things:
1. It did happen yesterday morning. because of the crash panic, the exchange was flooded by an incredible volume of orders making it somewhat unresponsive and it was in that state too during the night.
2. This a market crash aftermath effect. Among all the asian market participants (I'm assuming that they are the majority of the crowd during the night), a lot of people were desperate to sell at any cost and there was not much courageous buyers out there...
I didn't see the trading opportunities bonanza continue during the day today...
The other thing that I want to report is extreme fatigue. It coincide a week of listening of stage 3. Last time that I felt like that was when I was running SM. The fatigue did last during the whole stage 3 and 4. As soon as I started stage 5, the fatigue went away as fast as it did come.
I feel like I'm experimenting that same type of experience. Some part of me is putting a lot of energy resisting something that is in stage 3...
Bottomline, I'm really stubborn. I'll go through it no mater what...
Guess what?
I'm not done yet. I cannot explain what is going on. My best explanation is:
1. Unexpected difficulties and challenges arise as I go.
2. When I look at the high level big picture of things. I see all the big building blocks completed. I just see the little bit of glue missing between 2 components but when I start building a test scenario and ask myself what do I need to try out this new system. I always come up with some crucial but also easy to overlook elements that are missing and that I didn't think about at first.
So the end result is: I completed very important needed things yesterday evening. Because I thought that I was close to completion and I was seeing a lot of juicy opportunities being reported by my program. I wanted to start being able to execute orders to start taking advantage of those opportunities.
I completed 3 major tasks. I had to stop when I was totally exhausted not able to think straight anymore.
Same thing today. I completed 3 other important tasks. but 3 new ones got added to the list.
I'm less confident than I was yesterday that there is a chance that I complete tonight. Best scenario would be sometime tomorrow...
Something was going on in the cryptomarkets last night. To give you an idea, opportunities usually reported have a yield in the 0.1-0.5% range. Sometime a 1.25% one will come out once in a while. Last night, dozens of 2%-3% opportunities were showing up.
I was a bit skeptic because usually, the opportunities remain valid for 100ms at best. Those 2-3% opportunities did remain valid for several seconds. Either 2 things:
1. It did happen yesterday morning. because of the crash panic, the exchange was flooded by an incredible volume of orders making it somewhat unresponsive and it was in that state too during the night.
2. This a market crash aftermath effect. Among all the asian market participants (I'm assuming that they are the majority of the crowd during the night), a lot of people were desperate to sell at any cost and there was not much courageous buyers out there...
I didn't see the trading opportunities bonanza continue during the day today...
The other thing that I want to report is extreme fatigue. It coincide a week of listening of stage 3. Last time that I felt like that was when I was running SM. The fatigue did last during the whole stage 3 and 4. As soon as I started stage 5, the fatigue went away as fast as it did come.
I feel like I'm experimenting that same type of experience. Some part of me is putting a lot of energy resisting something that is in stage 3...
Bottomline, I'm really stubborn. I'll go through it no mater what...
