So i've hit some kind of weird resistance. I can't explain it. I watched one of the dvds earlier then I went down the street, I just wanted to practice some stuff with body language and a method of rapport when you make eye contact with people. I was just focusing on girls. But I noticed that I was all ready to do it but when I come across a girl I would shut down, my breathing constricts and I kind of freeze and come up with excuses. Damn it.
So I just walked around for a while and ended up going home, then I had the idea 'what if I just practice doing this from my car, despite if they see me or not to get used to it' so I started doing that.
Anyway, I got home and I have been feeling very antsy.. kind of a weird nervous energy. I could either watch another dvd or practice this stuff, and it's leaning towards wanting to practice it, the desire is there strongly. But I just went on some chatrooms again and it's like i've gone totally blank and can't think of any of it, I didn't have that problem at all the other day when I did it. It's like everything i've been learning has suddenly disappeared from my head when i've wanted to go and apply it. Damn it.
Oh well maybe I should just relax, because I do plan to go out to the nightclub tonight and practice some of the rapport stuff.
-Ben
So I just walked around for a while and ended up going home, then I had the idea 'what if I just practice doing this from my car, despite if they see me or not to get used to it' so I started doing that.
Anyway, I got home and I have been feeling very antsy.. kind of a weird nervous energy. I could either watch another dvd or practice this stuff, and it's leaning towards wanting to practice it, the desire is there strongly. But I just went on some chatrooms again and it's like i've gone totally blank and can't think of any of it, I didn't have that problem at all the other day when I did it. It's like everything i've been learning has suddenly disappeared from my head when i've wanted to go and apply it. Damn it.
Oh well maybe I should just relax, because I do plan to go out to the nightclub tonight and practice some of the rapport stuff.
-Ben
