10-29-2019, 03:41 PM
A few things noticed from today:
- Remarkably obvious attention from women. Mostly VERY long and hard stares, even from women who looked like they're in high-paying executive positions. One female coworker of mine even greeted me while I was sitting down, by turning her entire ass towards me and pressing it up against me, she held that position for about 4 seconds while smiling and then kept eye contact with me as she walked away.
- Had an unauthorized charge on my account and so I went to the bank after work. Although I wasn't feeling very social, my intuition kept nudging me me to have a deep conversation with the banker I was dealing with while getting a temporary card for my account. Turns out the dude was very cool, but a little shy. The interaction was effortless on my part and I chatted with this guy like he was a friend I'd known for at least a year. Actually glad I took the time to connect with him. He was extra sure to give me his business card too, although I'm sure that's standard practice anyway.
- One particular supervisor pissed me off at work today, and I had an issue with this same b**ch last week. At this point, I can tell both her and my manager both take things too personally and hold grudges against those who they feel are "out of line"; even when you explain why a certain event transpired, which I find highly unprofessional. I'm sick of their s**t and so I've begun to take measures to make sure they get what they deserve. My anger lately is driving me to embrace the darker side of me. Even to the point that despite my maturity, I'm willing to seek revenge against people. Nothing I'm plotting involves physical harm, anything lethal or anything illegal. I'm just sick of people in general, and I love when once they get a taste of their won medicine they claim "you overreacted". oh well, don't dish out what you can't take.
- Remarkably obvious attention from women. Mostly VERY long and hard stares, even from women who looked like they're in high-paying executive positions. One female coworker of mine even greeted me while I was sitting down, by turning her entire ass towards me and pressing it up against me, she held that position for about 4 seconds while smiling and then kept eye contact with me as she walked away.
- Had an unauthorized charge on my account and so I went to the bank after work. Although I wasn't feeling very social, my intuition kept nudging me me to have a deep conversation with the banker I was dealing with while getting a temporary card for my account. Turns out the dude was very cool, but a little shy. The interaction was effortless on my part and I chatted with this guy like he was a friend I'd known for at least a year. Actually glad I took the time to connect with him. He was extra sure to give me his business card too, although I'm sure that's standard practice anyway.
- One particular supervisor pissed me off at work today, and I had an issue with this same b**ch last week. At this point, I can tell both her and my manager both take things too personally and hold grudges against those who they feel are "out of line"; even when you explain why a certain event transpired, which I find highly unprofessional. I'm sick of their s**t and so I've begun to take measures to make sure they get what they deserve. My anger lately is driving me to embrace the darker side of me. Even to the point that despite my maturity, I'm willing to seek revenge against people. Nothing I'm plotting involves physical harm, anything lethal or anything illegal. I'm just sick of people in general, and I love when once they get a taste of their won medicine they claim "you overreacted". oh well, don't dish out what you can't take.
