EP UMS JOURNAL

[Greenduck]

Wow! These are some interesting responses. I just expressed regret at misusing the UMS sub early on, like this for instance:

What's your usage pattern, number of loops and volume?

3 days a week of 2 loops during the day and 6 loops in a row at night, then 4 days break. Ultrasonic sub. Volume at 24 or 26 on my windows media player.

Side note: a neighbour just called with two work opportunities: 1 that's a sign holding job, to which I said "Hell no" the other a catering job for $11 an hour. Not sure if this is UMS or this neighbour just being himself. He's always coming up to us with job opportunities.

Point 1. You ignored the advice I gave you. I gave you that advice so you could observe the bloom. This program is designed to execute primarily during bloom, specifically to help you past stonewalling. What you are reporting sounds like stonewalling.

Point 2. The ASRB is designed such that all loops must be completed back to back or you degrade the results. But you already knew that, didn't you.

Point #3. 3 day at 8 loops and 4 days off, you came up with this where? Reading what other people are doing? Why would you ignore my advice in favor of this?

Point #4. "Volume at 24 or 26 on my windows media player." does not tell me anything. 24 or 26 out of what? 30? 50? 100? Are you playing it through one volume adjustment or a chain of them (program separate from OS?)? Speakers? Are they external speakers? If so, what volume are THEY set to?

This sounds to me like impatience at best. You might as well just play it 24/7 until you overload at that point, if you want to be impatient instead of listening. That will show you something.

Followed by "testing" the sub twice in the form of playing just 1 loop and then observing the bloom for seven days twice. Hell, my CURRENT usage pattern of 7 days carpetbomb, 7 days bloom might also not be optimally productive. I dunno.

Just as some examples. My early usage patterns were inefficient and I wasted at least a few weeks using the program inefficiently. So I was just expressing regret that I'd wasted time early on by using the sub in an inefficient/counter-productive manner. Feeling I might be further along by now. And I didn't have a clear goal set until just recently. That would've helped too.

Other than actively seeking a job, I still don't know what else I can do to conciously make my UMS goal happen. TBH I don't think getting a job would TRULY bring me closer to achieving my goal, because a job pays only so much compared to my actual goal. No way I could make the money I intend by working at some retail store ore some shit like that.

I'm wondering if there's anything ELSE I can consciously do. I repeat my goal to myself all the time to try to let it sink into my subconcious. (I changed it again. Won't say how much, but... A LOT. Go big or go home, right?)

Anyway, day 1 of carpetbombing. Tired as shit but that's because I went to sleep at 6AM last night and it's 11:47 now. Gonna run this carpetbomb all day. I want this shit to BREAK THROUGH.

Good things come from doing “what you can with what you have and never me satisfied”. Just take a job, whatever you get, and put your ass into doing your absolute beat at it and good things will come from it. People will see your effort, you will see your own effort pay of and gain confidence, etc. working I retail has been really valuable for me in learning to deal with people and i gained confidence in my ability to sell which helped me get the job I have today. The thing you can’t do is to stand still and wait for stuff to happen. Money will not fall into your lap and just give you some magical path to extreme riches. Look at the entrepreneur guy who run UMS talk about it, it’s a tool that help him on his path, not something that just gave him everything he needed. That what I think UMS can really be helpful with, opening up your mind and emotions to go after opportunities to earn cash, but you need to create a own momentum and be on a path, just any path, to have use of it. Sitti n on your ass at home and being picky with what job you want is the think you shouldn’t be doing, what you should do is search for jobs, search for jobs, search for jobs - until you get one. Then put your absolut biggest effort into it and see what happens.

That’s also why i recommended you to set a goal that more in sight rather than a one that’s to big. To big just create a bad mindset of that you are so far away and no options seem to be in sight of reaching it. Start with a smaller one and as you achieve it you adjust it. No need to figure it out all at once, tho tho things will be given at the course, your only mission right now is to move ahead, no matter of how small steps, just forward.