EP UMS JOURNAL

[Greenduck]

So the question is: what should be my goal amount to make. I'll be on UMS for a year in total (including time already spent) so what's the most I can get within a year on UMS?

I think you should do it monthly as it's easier to grasp and imagine yourself in. And don't make it to high, make it as much as it would make a change to your circumstances. Let say you are earning $500 a month, then set it for $2000 a month. Thats a 4 time multiple. Don't get to lost into what other people are doing, keep your mind on your situation and keep doing things that feel like they are helping you move into the right direction. Keep grinding. As I understand you are currently lacking employment, so in that position the most important thing is to just get a job. Get any job, as you get yourself out of the mud, start meeting people, doing stuff, things will open up, become more clear. But you must persist, keep looking for jobs, make a system so you can structure your way of doing it. Keep book of who you searched for, how it went, who you talked to, phone number, etc. And set a goal of searching for 1 job every day. Eventually you will find one and you can take things from there, but that should be your first priority. "The only way to fail is to stop trying"

[EvolvingPhoenix]

You know what? Fuck it. I'ma go bigger than that. I'm setting my goal for now at 6k per month. Dunno how I'll get there, but I'll let my subconscious figure it out! In the sales page, it says to shoot for the stars and at least hit the moon. Fuck it. I'm gonna make that my goal!

[Have at ye]

That's the spirit!

[Ale]

You know what? ***** it. I'ma go bigger than that. I'm setting my goal for now at 6k per month. Dunno how I'll get there, but I'll let my subconscious figure it out! In the sales page, it says to shoot for the stars and at least hit the moon. ***** it. I'm gonna make that my goal!

Yes, that's the idea!. Just set the goal. If you get stuck thinking about the "how" you will only limit your options man.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Is there anything else I should do CONSCIOUSLY to move towards this goal?

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Day 7 of bloom. Nothing new to report.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Shit. Almost two months out of the year since I started this. I wish I had used that time more wisely. Maybe I'd be further along.

[Paul1131]

Is there anything else I should do CONSCIOUSLY to move towards this goal?

Yes.  At this point, anything that makes you money is a step in the right direction.  I agree with Greenduck.  Any job is going to get your pump primed psychologically and it’s always easier to find a job when you already have one, so you may have to take a couple steps on the ladder on the way to that.

[Greenduck]

Shit. Almost two months out of the year since I started this. I wish I had used that time more wisely. Maybe I'd be further along.

It’s never to late to start changing the way you do things.

[Ale]

Shit. Almost two months out of the year since I started this. I wish I had used that time more wisely. Maybe I'd be further along.

What do you mean with more wisely? What is it that you think you would have done differently?

[Have at ye]

Heh. I don't know whether you've been following my UMS journalings, but for me, personally, the first two months on it were *living hell*. So I'd say you're not doing half-bad, friend.

[findingme]

EP, this has happened before in your usage of subs. UMS is still digging up stuff in you, which isn't surprising. UMS is still finding things in myself, though I've been using IML subs since 2017. You're not alone. I read your latest post, saw some reactions, and I thought I'd pass something on which I received (coincidentally) this very hour.

A friend I know who's both successful and quietly unorthodox texted me a story this morning. I'll share it here.

Shake It Off and Step Up

A farmer owned an old mule that fell into a well. After carefully assessing the situation, the farmer sympathized with the mule, but decided that neither the mule nor the old well were worth the trouble of saving. He called his neighbors together and told them what had happened and enlisted their services to haul dirt to bury the old mule in the well and put him out of his misery. Every time a shovel of dirt landed on his back, the mule would shake it off and step up! This he did, shovel load after shovel load. “Shake it off and step up, shake it off and step up. Shake it off and step up!” No matter how painful the shovel loads, or distressing the situation seemed, the old mule just kept right on shaking it off and stepping up! It wasn’t long before the old mule, battered and exhausted, stepped triumphantly over the edge of the well!!


Sometimes when we feel pain or fear, we go to the thoughts and feelings most familiar to us. Sometimes, many times in fact, those leanings tend to take us to painful or non-productive ends. I have a question for you.


What do you really want?


We ALL are tempted to take steps backwards when making changes, especially ones affecting our emotional state. We all are. But what do you REALLY want? Look for it. Head that direction, even in small, unnoticeable ways. Do it for YOU. You're worth it.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Wow! These are some interesting responses. I just expressed regret at misusing the UMS sub early on, like this for instance:

What's your usage pattern, number of loops and volume?

3 days a week of 2 loops during the day and 6 loops in a row at night, then 4 days break. Ultrasonic sub. Volume at 24 or 26 on my windows media player.

Side note: a neighbour just called with two work opportunities: 1 that's a sign holding job, to which I said "Hell no" the other a catering job for $11 an hour. Not sure if this is UMS or this neighbour just being himself. He's always coming up to us with job opportunities.

Point 1. You ignored the advice I gave you. I gave you that advice so you could observe the bloom. This program is designed to execute primarily during bloom, specifically to help you past stonewalling. What you are reporting sounds like stonewalling.

Point 2. The ASRB is designed such that all loops must be completed back to back or you degrade the results. But you already knew that, didn't you.

Point #3. 3 day at 8 loops and 4 days off, you came up with this where? Reading what other people are doing? Why would you ignore my advice in favor of this?

Point #4. "Volume at 24 or 26 on my windows media player." does not tell me anything. 24 or 26 out of what? 30? 50? 100? Are you playing it through one volume adjustment or a chain of them (program separate from OS?)? Speakers? Are they external speakers? If so, what volume are THEY set to?

This sounds to me like impatience at best. You might as well just play it 24/7 until you overload at that point, if you want to be impatient instead of listening. That will show you something.

Followed by "testing" the sub twice in the form of playing just 1 loop and then observing the bloom for seven days twice. Hell, my CURRENT usage pattern of 7 days carpetbomb, 7 days bloom might also not be optimally productive. I dunno.

Just as some examples. My early usage patterns were inefficient and I wasted at least a few weeks using the program inefficiently. So I was just expressing regret that I'd wasted time early on by using the sub in an inefficient/counter-productive manner. Feeling I might be further along by now. And I didn't have a clear goal set until just recently. That would've helped too.

Other than actively seeking a job, I still don't know what else I can do to conciously make my UMS goal happen. TBH I don't think getting a job would TRULY bring me closer to achieving my goal, because a job pays only so much compared to my actual goal. No way I could make the money I intend by working at some retail store ore some shit like that.

I'm wondering if there's anything ELSE I can consciously do. I repeat my goal to myself all the time to try to let it sink into my subconcious. (I changed it again. Won't say how much, but... A LOT. Go big or go home, right?)

Anyway, day 1 of carpetbombing. Tired as shit but that's because I went to sleep at 6AM last night and it's 11:47 now. Gonna run this carpetbomb all day. I want this shit to BREAK THROUGH.

[Greenduck]

Wow! These are some interesting responses. I just expressed regret at misusing the UMS sub early on, like this for instance:

What's your usage pattern, number of loops and volume?

3 days a week of 2 loops during the day and 6 loops in a row at night, then 4 days break. Ultrasonic sub. Volume at 24 or 26 on my windows media player.

Side note: a neighbour just called with two work opportunities: 1 that's a sign holding job, to which I said "Hell no" the other a catering job for $11 an hour. Not sure if this is UMS or this neighbour just being himself. He's always coming up to us with job opportunities.

Point 1. You ignored the advice I gave you. I gave you that advice so you could observe the bloom. This program is designed to execute primarily during bloom, specifically to help you past stonewalling. What you are reporting sounds like stonewalling.

Point 2. The ASRB is designed such that all loops must be completed back to back or you degrade the results. But you already knew that, didn't you.

Point #3. 3 day at 8 loops and 4 days off, you came up with this where? Reading what other people are doing? Why would you ignore my advice in favor of this?

Point #4. "Volume at 24 or 26 on my windows media player." does not tell me anything. 24 or 26 out of what? 30? 50? 100? Are you playing it through one volume adjustment or a chain of them (program separate from OS?)? Speakers? Are they external speakers? If so, what volume are THEY set to?

This sounds to me like impatience at best. You might as well just play it 24/7 until you overload at that point, if you want to be impatient instead of listening. That will show you something.

Followed by "testing" the sub twice in the form of playing just 1 loop and then observing the bloom for seven days twice. Hell, my CURRENT usage pattern of 7 days carpetbomb, 7 days bloom might also not be optimally productive. I dunno.

Just as some examples. My early usage patterns were inefficient and I wasted at least a few weeks using the program inefficiently. So I was just expressing regret that I'd wasted time early on by using the sub in an inefficient/counter-productive manner. Feeling I might be further along by now. And I didn't have a clear goal set until just recently. That would've helped too.

Other than actively seeking a job, I still don't know what else I can do to conciously make my UMS goal happen. TBH I don't think getting a job would TRULY bring me closer to achieving my goal, because a job pays only so much compared to my actual goal. No way I could make the money I intend by working at some retail store ore some shit like that.

I'm wondering if there's anything ELSE I can consciously do. I repeat my goal to myself all the time to try to let it sink into my subconcious. (I changed it again. Won't say how much, but... A LOT. Go big or go home, right?)

Anyway, day 1 of carpetbombing. Tired as shit but that's because I went to sleep at 6AM last night and it's 11:47 now. Gonna run this carpetbomb all day. I want this shit to BREAK THROUGH.

Good things come from doing “what you can with what you have and never me satisfied”. Just take a job, whatever you get, and put your ass into doing your absolute beat at it and good things will come from it. People will see your effort, you will see your own effort pay of and gain confidence, etc. working I retail has been really valuable for me in learning to deal with people and i gained confidence in my ability to sell which helped me get the job I have today. The thing you can’t do is to stand still and wait for stuff to happen. Money will not fall into your lap and just give you some magical path to extreme riches. Look at the entrepreneur guy who run UMS talk about it, it’s a tool that help him on his path, not something that just gave him everything he needed. That what I think UMS can really be helpful with, opening up your mind and emotions to go after opportunities to earn cash, but you need to create a own momentum and be on a path, just any path, to have use of it. Sitti n on your ass at home and being picky with what job you want is the think you shouldn’t be doing, what you should do is search for jobs, search for jobs, search for jobs - until you get one. Then put your absolut biggest effort into it and see what happens.

That’s also why i recommended you to set a goal that more in sight rather than a one that’s to big. To big just create a bad mindset of that you are so far away and no options seem to be in sight of reaching it. Start with a smaller one and as you achieve it you adjust it. No need to figure it out all at once, tho tho things will be given at the course, your only mission right now is to move ahead, no matter of how small steps, just forward.