10-10-2019, 04:22 PM
These deep seated issues I have... They've been bothering me all day, but only just underneath the surface. No matter what I do to try and fix these issues I have, they remain. I wonder, even if I accomplish every goal in my head and become the person I want to become, will I still see myself this way? Hopefully E3 will help me to change my self perception over time. I am TRYING to love myself. Not succeeding. But I still have hope that will change soon. Until then, it's like low key suffering mixed with intermittent intense suffering.