06-25-2012, 08:55 PM
Day 54 of Maximum Learning Speed. The effects have begun picking back up after a drop off last week. The highs and lows come and go but the effects seem to be "sticking" now. I can remember roads and street names much better. Normally, I'm a landmark guy and telling me street names don't do jack but get me lost but now I can remember streets pretty well.
I'm experiencing some severe laziness right now. I'm procrastinating like a mofo on schoolwork but amazingly, I'm still getting high marks. I feel like I've become one of those genius level slackers who has great potential but is almost too lazy to do anything. Note the "almost"
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I also got a call from my friend asking me if I wanted to go to a party. Normally, I'd get some anxiety, and start coming up with excuses to avoid going but last Friday I was ready to go. The difference ASC has made is unreal because I almost tripped while at the party and normally my anxiety would start climbing but I simply shrugged it off and laughed. ASC has definitely allowed the effects of AM2011 shine.
I did play PSE and man, me and my buddy were definitely getting hits all night. One of the chicks started grinding on his d!ck and another chick kept staring at me while rubbing her thighs. They played some salsa music and although I know very little salsa another girl grabbed my hand and led me into the dance and I didn't do too bad (MLS to the rescue). All in all, a damn good night.
I feel like ASC, Ultra-Success, AM2011, and Maximum Learning have been great upgrades and I love the benefits that they've given me...but there is still one area that plagues me: pulling the trigger for sex. To use a baseball analogy, I can load the bases and be ready to hit a grand slam in no time but swinging the damn bat is a problem. No doubt, it's due to my last relationship with a woman (more like girl) who really took me for an emotional rollercoaster a couple years ago. Since then, I don't even believe in the word love anymore unless I'm dealing with of course my parents and a very select group of relatives. SM2.0 is looking more enticing, I feel like it would mesh well with all the self-improvement I've done this past year. The last frontier...
I'm experiencing some severe laziness right now. I'm procrastinating like a mofo on schoolwork but amazingly, I'm still getting high marks. I feel like I've become one of those genius level slackers who has great potential but is almost too lazy to do anything. Note the "almost"
. I also got a call from my friend asking me if I wanted to go to a party. Normally, I'd get some anxiety, and start coming up with excuses to avoid going but last Friday I was ready to go. The difference ASC has made is unreal because I almost tripped while at the party and normally my anxiety would start climbing but I simply shrugged it off and laughed. ASC has definitely allowed the effects of AM2011 shine.
I did play PSE and man, me and my buddy were definitely getting hits all night. One of the chicks started grinding on his d!ck and another chick kept staring at me while rubbing her thighs. They played some salsa music and although I know very little salsa another girl grabbed my hand and led me into the dance and I didn't do too bad (MLS to the rescue). All in all, a damn good night.
I feel like ASC, Ultra-Success, AM2011, and Maximum Learning have been great upgrades and I love the benefits that they've given me...but there is still one area that plagues me: pulling the trigger for sex. To use a baseball analogy, I can load the bases and be ready to hit a grand slam in no time but swinging the damn bat is a problem. No doubt, it's due to my last relationship with a woman (more like girl) who really took me for an emotional rollercoaster a couple years ago. Since then, I don't even believe in the word love anymore unless I'm dealing with of course my parents and a very select group of relatives. SM2.0 is looking more enticing, I feel like it would mesh well with all the self-improvement I've done this past year. The last frontier...
