09-22-2019, 01:17 AM
@Omni3 Thanks a lot. I will keep that saying in mind.
Anyway, time for a quick update. I was able to purchase my tickets and I will be leaving on Monday. I'm just finishing up cleaning my room and stuff before I leave. Already got my luggage which I can fit my PC in. Just going to have to take the more delicate parts out of it and carry them in my carry on bag. I did have to get the tickets one day late because yet another thing happened that delayed it. Apparently the bank my mother has lost a bunch of people's data and they believed it was hacked. So they ended up closing up people's cards and send them new ones right away, a lot of the time without telling them smh. Luckily, she was able to go to the bank and get that taken care of.
I also ended up paying for a VPN that I have Pre-installed on my computer and Phone. I will need this if I want to access gmail, facebook (rarely going on there but still), youtube, or hell even this forum most likely. Once I get my first pay check I will make sure I sign up for an additional VPN because sometimes certain VPNs go down for a bit over there so its good to have a back up. There is more good news, imo anyway. With the build for DMSI being very close there is a good chance I can get some loops in before I even set down at my destination. If it comes out on Tuesday then I should be able to download it and listen to it during my layover in Beijing. Even if not then I should be able to listen to it my first night there since I will be arriving early, early morning Wednesday there.
I find this to be good news since if my hunch is correct about what I told Shannon regarding my trip to the Philippines I think I might just have it easier executing in foreign cultures where I don't have to deal with the type of responses I feared while dealing with women in the US. I guess this trip will prove this theory. If it doesn't it probably just means that I feel more executing in places like the Philippines or possibly Thailand. Either way I am quite excited. Finally going to leave this culture that I don't really enjoy this much and explore other ones where I might feel more at home with. Going to continue my education soon and then hopefully with my experience/credentials I should be able to get a good paying online job. If I want to switch careers later (due to MLS) then I can do so quite easily.
As for the girls, I do keep talking to the Indonesian but its like I've finally made peace with the fact that I will probably let her go. I will still visit her in Bali in probably November though since I probably owe her that much and I still do want to see if Bali is a place I might eventually want to settle down at if at least for a few years possibly. I am leaning more towards Thailand or the Philippines at the moment though. I'm still talking to the Filipina in Malaysia but she has been very, very busy lately. So not as much time to talk as usual. I did decide I will post a quick picture though of course with her face and such blanked out. I will take it down after about 48 hours or so. I am not kidding when I say she has been the most hot women I have ever got to be interested in me before.
Anyway, things are looking up imo. Looking forward to starting this new chapter of my life without all the toxic people involved.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche