The feeling have shifted and I feel much better, but really tired today due to hangover. Often those days when I feel really down is a sign that something deep is worked upon and I feel a greater shift afterwards.
Btw. the other week I went to a bar with some friends, and while waiting for them I was first in to the place when they opened. Just before we were leaving the bartender came to our table offered me a free drink because he had done one to many for some other party and just said that I seemed to be a cool dude and that because of I was first in on the place he wanted to give it to me.
Oh yeah and another observation. Previously when I went out and danced, it happened that I felt like people were bumping into me and I had a problem "standing my ground" quite literally. But yesterday I felt stable, grounded and not easily set out of balance by people passing by, backed up by a kind of calm aggression if you may.
Btw. the other week I went to a bar with some friends, and while waiting for them I was first in to the place when they opened. Just before we were leaving the bartender came to our table offered me a free drink because he had done one to many for some other party and just said that I seemed to be a cool dude and that because of I was first in on the place he wanted to give it to me.
Oh yeah and another observation. Previously when I went out and danced, it happened that I felt like people were bumping into me and I had a problem "standing my ground" quite literally. But yesterday I felt stable, grounded and not easily set out of balance by people passing by, backed up by a kind of calm aggression if you may.
