09-14-2019, 08:50 AM
This may be a multi-post kind of day, so much has happened in the 4 hours I've woken up already:
- Did 6 loops overnight, apparently me doing loops overnight is starting to cause me to have dreams, and just like last week, this one was violent. It started with me preparing to bathe my Daughter. I forgot something and walked back to my room. When I got there, a strange looking Swan was sleeping on my bed. I didn't want to wake it, but of course I wasn't just going to let it stay there. I was prepared to take caution. I hit it softly with a t shirt I was holding and it slowly woke up. When the Swan turned towards me and realized that I disturbed its sleep, a look of killer intent swept across its face. I calmly walked to the bathroom inside my bedroom and closed the door behind me. For some reason I also sat down and curled up in the corner. Didn't matter, the swan followed me and positioned its head so it could see me under the door. I thought it would be too big to even fit under the door, but I watched as its head first slipped through, and then somehow its entire body. I knew that either me or the swan was going to die at that point, so before it could even finish slipping its body under the door, with the shirt still in my right hand, I wrapped my hand around its neck. I had no intention of sparing its life. I remember thinking in the dream that I was sorry it had to happen this way. I won't get too graphic here on a public forum but the rest of the dream involved strangulation and dismemberment. I woke up after the deed was done, I was slightly shaken up. Perhaps this symbolizes UMS helping me "kill" a fear regarding financial success.
- An hour later I called my Sister in regards to the money she owed from 2 weeks ago, I caught her in the middle of running errands and she said she'd call me back. 10 minutes later, she did call back and paid me back what she owed and so all that money I was initially worried about losing is back in my pockets, merely 2 weeks later.
- I was invited to go to an event just 20 minutes ago. The kicker is that this event is actually right in line with the type of business I want to run!...now I get a chance to have fun, while possibly networking and seeing a live example of how this sort of business is run.
- Did 6 loops overnight, apparently me doing loops overnight is starting to cause me to have dreams, and just like last week, this one was violent. It started with me preparing to bathe my Daughter. I forgot something and walked back to my room. When I got there, a strange looking Swan was sleeping on my bed. I didn't want to wake it, but of course I wasn't just going to let it stay there. I was prepared to take caution. I hit it softly with a t shirt I was holding and it slowly woke up. When the Swan turned towards me and realized that I disturbed its sleep, a look of killer intent swept across its face. I calmly walked to the bathroom inside my bedroom and closed the door behind me. For some reason I also sat down and curled up in the corner. Didn't matter, the swan followed me and positioned its head so it could see me under the door. I thought it would be too big to even fit under the door, but I watched as its head first slipped through, and then somehow its entire body. I knew that either me or the swan was going to die at that point, so before it could even finish slipping its body under the door, with the shirt still in my right hand, I wrapped my hand around its neck. I had no intention of sparing its life. I remember thinking in the dream that I was sorry it had to happen this way. I won't get too graphic here on a public forum but the rest of the dream involved strangulation and dismemberment. I woke up after the deed was done, I was slightly shaken up. Perhaps this symbolizes UMS helping me "kill" a fear regarding financial success.
- An hour later I called my Sister in regards to the money she owed from 2 weeks ago, I caught her in the middle of running errands and she said she'd call me back. 10 minutes later, she did call back and paid me back what she owed and so all that money I was initially worried about losing is back in my pockets, merely 2 weeks later.
- I was invited to go to an event just 20 minutes ago. The kicker is that this event is actually right in line with the type of business I want to run!...now I get a chance to have fun, while possibly networking and seeing a live example of how this sort of business is run.
