UMS Journal

[maximumstrawberry]

Sorry I haven't been posting much, got super busy with stuff.

Updates:

I've been following my pattern of 3 loops per day. 5 days on, 1 day off since my post on August 11th.

So far I have noticed the following:

• I keep manifesting things that help me and not just money either. For example, I manifested a course on negotiating (a skill I am currently weak in) and got it on sale for only $70!! The person teaching this course is one of the best and very well known expert in the field of persuasion.
  
• I have manifested money multiple times, the last time was $520.
  
• I manifested a refund faster than it should have arrived. It was supposed to take 10 days, I got it in 3 days.
  
• The emotional healing portion of the subliminal has cleared a way a ton of crud. Including my old maladaptive patterns of running from things (a fear response brought on by my PTSD).
  
• Haven't had any anxiety or flashbacks in a week or two now.
  
• My mom (who is pretty toxic) no longer effects me. Her negativity just passes by with no effect. Not sure if this is the non-directional shield or something else.
  
• I am on medication and my dosage was way to low, had been for a while but my doc was being a bit stubborn. Now sure happily upped it to the proper dose. I think this was UMS because the low dose was causing chronic fatigue and preventing me from working properly. Now I can work all day with no issues.
  
• I find I can learn faster now. I was always a fast learner, but now even half paying attention to a video and I remember most of it. I also find I act on what I learn instantly, as if it was programmed into my subconscious mind directly. (is this an effect of UMS?)
  

Some less-than-positive side effects:

(I say less-than-positive cause this is still progress)

• Nightmares: Mostly around being attacked or assaulted (which is what my PTSD is from).
  
• I find when listening to it during the day I get a rush of energy for about an hour. Making it hard to focus on one thing. It's like this massive spike of euphoria. I decided to use this time for exercise.
  
• I can't drink coffee anymore since starting UMS. This is probably a good thing. Basically drinking coffee now causes instant anxiety attack. Cut it out of my diet. Switched to herbal (no caffeine) tea.
  

So far this has been an amazing ride. I will keep going and see what happens once I launch my business <3

Thank you Shannon for your hard work!!