08-30-2019, 02:56 PM
Ran a loop at midnight and then another around 10:30 am while at work. Here’s what I noticed:
- I’m becoming more relaxed about most things in general, not BS from other people though. In fact, from my management team at work, the females have been stressed and taking their fears and frustrations out on the reps. When they have spoken to me in anything less than a friendly or respectful tone the past 3 days, I’ve clapped back with sarcasm or a firm tone with my voice slightly raised. I even told one team leader to zip their mouth today.
- Today I brought several women in my building lunch in order to celebrate one of their birthdays that passed earlier this week. One thing I noticed is that I was unfazed by the amount of money that the lunch cost in total, even though the some of the ladies were concerned for me lol. It was whatever. These women have looked out for me in one way or another for the past several months so I didn’t mind. One in particular though made a couple strange remarks. While we were ordering, her friend (whose bday we were celebrating) said she was acting spoiled. The woman stated she was simply playing the role of a spoiled girlfriend. I barely consider this chick a friend so that was a strange comment. Her friend quickly replied that she was not my girlfriend lol. Speaking of which I found out the other day that she’s single but is acting like she’s still in a relationship for some reason. Strange but whatever, maybe she’s hurt by the split with her boyfriend. Not my problem either way. About an hour later the food came, we were in the lunch room. Someone from another department remarked how good the food looked. The same woman that made the spoiled girlfriend remark pointed at me and said “my sugar daddy bought it”. I shot her a wtf look.
- My oldest sister needed financial help renting a car. Turns out that the price on the website was 4 times cheaper than the real price. My sister really needed the car though so I got it but she now owes me about $600, not to mention the $300 deposit for the rental I’m supposed to get back next Friday. What I’m stunned about is that I’m hardly affected mentally and emotionally about the fact that I spent almost $1000 to rent a car for one week. Eventually I’ll get it all back anyway but even so, in the past I would’ve damn near worried myself sick. It also helps that I still have plenty money to spare, including for some monthly bills. It feels strange to be so relaxed about my finances.
- I’m becoming more relaxed about most things in general, not BS from other people though. In fact, from my management team at work, the females have been stressed and taking their fears and frustrations out on the reps. When they have spoken to me in anything less than a friendly or respectful tone the past 3 days, I’ve clapped back with sarcasm or a firm tone with my voice slightly raised. I even told one team leader to zip their mouth today.
- Today I brought several women in my building lunch in order to celebrate one of their birthdays that passed earlier this week. One thing I noticed is that I was unfazed by the amount of money that the lunch cost in total, even though the some of the ladies were concerned for me lol. It was whatever. These women have looked out for me in one way or another for the past several months so I didn’t mind. One in particular though made a couple strange remarks. While we were ordering, her friend (whose bday we were celebrating) said she was acting spoiled. The woman stated she was simply playing the role of a spoiled girlfriend. I barely consider this chick a friend so that was a strange comment. Her friend quickly replied that she was not my girlfriend lol. Speaking of which I found out the other day that she’s single but is acting like she’s still in a relationship for some reason. Strange but whatever, maybe she’s hurt by the split with her boyfriend. Not my problem either way. About an hour later the food came, we were in the lunch room. Someone from another department remarked how good the food looked. The same woman that made the spoiled girlfriend remark pointed at me and said “my sugar daddy bought it”. I shot her a wtf look.
- My oldest sister needed financial help renting a car. Turns out that the price on the website was 4 times cheaper than the real price. My sister really needed the car though so I got it but she now owes me about $600, not to mention the $300 deposit for the rental I’m supposed to get back next Friday. What I’m stunned about is that I’m hardly affected mentally and emotionally about the fact that I spent almost $1000 to rent a car for one week. Eventually I’ll get it all back anyway but even so, in the past I would’ve damn near worried myself sick. It also helps that I still have plenty money to spare, including for some monthly bills. It feels strange to be so relaxed about my finances.
