My mom left for a 3-week trip today. And man, first day and I can already feel the difference at home. So much more calm. My dad and I had dinner, just talked some and share some laughs. He feels much more relaxed. I feel more relaxed. Her presence is undoubtedly causing tension in our household. I feel like the auric shield isn't working really as I was hoping in regards to this. Hoping that it will become stronger in LTU6, maybe something can be done in combining FRM and the shield due to that I think most of the damage is done by her stressing presence which is a result of fear. @Shannon
EDIT:
I thought some about it, and I think that both my dad and I have lost contact with ourselves and what we feel. When my mother is around, everything is chaos and pain for her, and in some way we start to feel the same way and loose touch with reality and our own feelings. Now when she isn't around, I feel more clarity regarding my own sense of self, my emotions and thoughts. When she is around, I get uncomfortable, stressed and on edge, and that becomes clouded. I read somewhere about "enmeshed mother" and the description in that article was pretty on point and it made me uncomfortable just reading it.
The article: https://drmargaretrutherford.com/when-a-...t-a-child/
EDIT:
I thought some about it, and I think that both my dad and I have lost contact with ourselves and what we feel. When my mother is around, everything is chaos and pain for her, and in some way we start to feel the same way and loose touch with reality and our own feelings. Now when she isn't around, I feel more clarity regarding my own sense of self, my emotions and thoughts. When she is around, I get uncomfortable, stressed and on edge, and that becomes clouded. I read somewhere about "enmeshed mother" and the description in that article was pretty on point and it made me uncomfortable just reading it.
The article: https://drmargaretrutherford.com/when-a-...t-a-child/
