08-25-2019, 04:11 PM
(08-25-2019, 03:54 PM)Benjamin Wrote:Quote:Upon waking this morning I emotionally and mentally feel as smooth as silk, no underlying anxiety whatsoever, as if I’m a king with an efficiently running kingdom. I don’t feel much being done overtly with UMS
I'm laughing a bit at the second part of this, because to me reading this that's quite a big thing getting to a point of having no underlying anxiety whatsoever.
But it's like when I used AM6 and did videos and I was like "nothing is happening" and people watching the videos were like "err you've changed alot".
Lol maybe the change is just that smooth. For the first time in weeks I hardly did anything productive today and didn’t feel much stress about it. Went to go get some food and caught 3 of the female employees in the restaurant staring at me several times. One in particular was pretty cute but I wasn’t in the mood to talk. Not that my mood was bad, but I felt a good sense of peace and simply was uninterested in social interaction. I’m actually just now waking up from a nap at 8pm and I’ll be taking my time getting ready for work and class this upcoming week.