08-22-2019, 09:08 AM
Day 83:
Broke down and cried again while trying to play with my cat.
@Greenduck No, they're not doing what they can. They're doing what they're willing to do. There's a difference, and I'm tired of everybody giving parents the undue credit of saying "they're doing their best" or "They did what they could do" when that's patently untrue. They COULD do more, they COULD do better, they COULD give it more effort, they COULD take more interest. But that would require more love than they have in their hearts. No they didn't do what they could. Not by a long-shot. Because they COULD have done a lot more, and didn't.
And yeah, I shouldn't give them the power of my healing because they'll do fuck all with it, but don't give me this bullshit that they did all they could do. They haven't earned the right to say that or have it rightfully said about them.
Broke down and cried again while trying to play with my cat.
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And yeah, I shouldn't give them the power of my healing because they'll do fuck all with it, but don't give me this bullshit that they did all they could do. They haven't earned the right to say that or have it rightfully said about them.