08-21-2019, 08:15 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-21-2019, 08:16 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Every day is the same: I sleep all day and when I'm not asleep, I look for mindless distraction to not be aware of how much pain I'm in, only to get bored and have nothing to distract me from the pain. It seems like this is going to b my life. I'm not functional, and every time I start to feel like I might function, everything falls apart. Shannon said at the beginning that this sub is clearly working and I'm just telling myself it's not working, but is it? Why do I still suffer? Why can't I get over this? Things look bleak, like there's no hope I'll ever get over this slump. That hope is draining fast.
It's been almost 3 months, and I don't feel any better off than when I started.
It's been almost 3 months, and I don't feel any better off than when I started.
