08-20-2019, 03:32 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-20-2019, 03:36 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
I know I'm supposed to free myself from this cycle of punishment, unforgiveness, guilt and projection by taking responsibility from here on out, but the truth is I hold a grudge. And I don't seem to want to let it go. I want hollow, petty revenge. And sleep. More sleep. I think all this sleep is only making me worse. But fuck it. That's how I feel. Fuck it. And I clearly don't love my friend anymore because I want her to suffer the way I've suffered. I think I hate her, actually, justified or not. I'm angry and I hate her.
Keep listening to this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GDtHij7ULBM
Keep listening to this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GDtHij7ULBM
