Transcendental Sith Lord's UMS Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Okay, so what you're telling me is that you're using it at suggested usage patterns, and that is insufficient for you.  Whenever you start executing the PTSD flares up, and that means that the PTSD is backed by fear.  So the solution here would be to use it enough loops per day, enough days in a row and get the right number of days off in a row for you.

You started off using it 8 loops a day for days on end, IIRC.  Maybe that's what the program was directing you to do?  Why not try going back to that and follow your gut?

Ultimately, the PTSD sounds like it has to originate from fear, and for that to end, the underlying fear has to be dealt with.  It won't be if you don't use the program enough and jump to something else.  

MHS 5.75G will affect any brain healing you need, but will it be getting through the fear itself?

I will do as you suggest then. As for the last part you said, that's the thing I wonder. It seems based on my experience and what I know of my condition if I try to heal the emotions directly I don't get anywhere because I still have damage to the center of my brain that helps me regulate fear, anger and motivation in the first place. If I heal the physical damage I get no PTSD symptoms but the question is will I be able to heal with emotional trauma that is causing it in the first place? If I don't it will just comeback anyway like a week later. It would seem on that front the best idea would be able to heal both the emotional aspect and the physical damage which LTU did do to a degree but I don't think the the MHS "lite" affect was enough. It helped for a bit but I noticed that even while on it later it was like the symptoms were less but not totally gone. They were just a lot less frequent.