Transcendental Sith Lord's UMS Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Okay, interesting.  I'll look into that.  But you "not getting any results from this program"... have you read your own journal?

I do admit It wouldn't be fair to say absolutely nothing since I did at least get the China job and I don't have to worry about storage for my stuff. Other than that I haven't really noticed anything concrete. All I've noticed is my symptoms flaring up constantly and quite frankly its driving me crazy. This is with me still using it at the suggested usage patterns. I'm just tired... so tired of living like this. I've had this crap ruining my life for like 8 years now. I just want it gone. There is that and like I said I am wondering if this is literally getting in the way of me executing any of this besides LTU to a degree since you said it had MHS "lite" affects. It seems like every time I get close to maybe a breakthru the trauma flairs up and I literally can't break thru it. 

My concern is this if it is true my hippo-campus has been damaged as I said and this leads to me not being able to sufficiently regulate things like fear, motivation, and anger (since I am literally physically incapable of doing so due to the physical damage) would that affect my ability to execute? In theory?