08-17-2019, 05:23 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-17-2019, 05:45 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Something's wrong with me. All I do is sleep and watch Youtube vids, bored out of my mind. There's nothing that the prospect of doing gives me any inspiration or motivation or whatever to do. It;s like /i almost WANT to live this way, except I'm so mind numbingly bored. I'm starting to miss the days when I was a pothead. I mean, sure, I was in a bad place and I was living even worse than I am now, but at least I was high all the time. This fuckin sucks,
Turnin up the juice a little with E3. Running one more time per day. Maybe whatever's causing me to come down so hard with such a bad case of "Fuck it" will subside a little sooner.
SERIOUSLY I am SO donion rings right now with giving a fuck lately. I'm not depressed though, I don't think. I'm in an okay place, emotionally speaking, but I just don't give a fuck. Honestly, I just. Dont. Give. A fuck. Fuck it. That's how I feel. My current state can all just be summed up in 2 words: "Fuck it" Just... Fuck it.
Turnin up the juice a little with E3. Running one more time per day. Maybe whatever's causing me to come down so hard with such a bad case of "Fuck it" will subside a little sooner.
SERIOUSLY I am SO donion rings right now with giving a fuck lately. I'm not depressed though, I don't think. I'm in an okay place, emotionally speaking, but I just don't give a fuck. Honestly, I just. Dont. Give. A fuck. Fuck it. That's how I feel. My current state can all just be summed up in 2 words: "Fuck it" Just... Fuck it.
