08-06-2019, 05:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-06-2019, 06:04 PM by AlphaRomeo.)
2.nd day of 3.rd week.
There is so much going on with UMS that it would take "forever" to journal everything...so this time I will focus on E3 in UMS since its HUGE one:
E3 started to work very nicely and smoothly right a way when I first started UMS, and it has been very smooth ride ever since. I feel much healthier, and happier, than in years, maybe decades...as all kinds of crap has been gently but surely dissolving into nothingness, and continues to do so. It feels so natural and effortless to feel healthy now. What amazes me is how fast it works, as well as the depth of it. I have mentioned somewhere else in forum that I feel much more confident about my ability to attract women as well since UMS, along with my confidence to create the kind of lifestyle financially, and otherwise, that I desire.
I have always had a weird relationship with money, and in the past it has had more impact on my sense of self worth than is anywhere near reasonable. If in the past I did not have money I felt like I had not much of worth in most other areas in life either, especially regarding love and sexual relationships. Its like I associated money with everything else. So no wonder that since E3 in UMS is aimed at healing all that prevents of achieving the design goal of the program it is doing some major work in the "background" to solve my earlier twisted perception regarding wealth, and healing several areas in my life at once in doing so....yet this "major process" feels very natural and gentle despite of such a huge change.
Also, aside from experiencing this in waking life I process a lot of it in dreams, which I think is in the script. But what is interesting about the dreams with these subs is that I seem to progress to earlier and earlier events in my life the longer I listen them. When I first started to listen IML subs I had more dreams about recent past...and with every sub I go further in my history. Now, I would have thought that each sub causes dreams around the goal of that sub, starting the recent past regarding that topic, and then progress to earlier memories. While I have had occasional dreams about the goal of each sub that reaches further back in my memory, the overall theme has been that over the years of listening the subs I have progressed further and further in history, not necessarily with each sub separately, if that makes sense. Now I am at somewhere around my early teens in my dreams. Shannon, could you please shed some light on this dream progression? Why its not as much goal of the sub specific as much as overall thing for me in terms of time periods? Not that there is anything wrong with it, just curious.
I am deeply grateful for you Shannon about all the subs that I have been fortune to listen so far, but right now I would like to specifically thank you for the E3 in UMS since it has been taken me by extremely pleasant surprise. So thank you my friend!
There is so much going on with UMS that it would take "forever" to journal everything...so this time I will focus on E3 in UMS since its HUGE one:
E3 started to work very nicely and smoothly right a way when I first started UMS, and it has been very smooth ride ever since. I feel much healthier, and happier, than in years, maybe decades...as all kinds of crap has been gently but surely dissolving into nothingness, and continues to do so. It feels so natural and effortless to feel healthy now. What amazes me is how fast it works, as well as the depth of it. I have mentioned somewhere else in forum that I feel much more confident about my ability to attract women as well since UMS, along with my confidence to create the kind of lifestyle financially, and otherwise, that I desire.
I have always had a weird relationship with money, and in the past it has had more impact on my sense of self worth than is anywhere near reasonable. If in the past I did not have money I felt like I had not much of worth in most other areas in life either, especially regarding love and sexual relationships. Its like I associated money with everything else. So no wonder that since E3 in UMS is aimed at healing all that prevents of achieving the design goal of the program it is doing some major work in the "background" to solve my earlier twisted perception regarding wealth, and healing several areas in my life at once in doing so....yet this "major process" feels very natural and gentle despite of such a huge change.
Also, aside from experiencing this in waking life I process a lot of it in dreams, which I think is in the script. But what is interesting about the dreams with these subs is that I seem to progress to earlier and earlier events in my life the longer I listen them. When I first started to listen IML subs I had more dreams about recent past...and with every sub I go further in my history. Now, I would have thought that each sub causes dreams around the goal of that sub, starting the recent past regarding that topic, and then progress to earlier memories. While I have had occasional dreams about the goal of each sub that reaches further back in my memory, the overall theme has been that over the years of listening the subs I have progressed further and further in history, not necessarily with each sub separately, if that makes sense. Now I am at somewhere around my early teens in my dreams. Shannon, could you please shed some light on this dream progression? Why its not as much goal of the sub specific as much as overall thing for me in terms of time periods? Not that there is anything wrong with it, just curious.
I am deeply grateful for you Shannon about all the subs that I have been fortune to listen so far, but right now I would like to specifically thank you for the E3 in UMS since it has been taken me by extremely pleasant surprise. So thank you my friend!
GNOTHI SEAUTON - KNOW THYSELF
