07-16-2019, 06:13 PM
Quick update.
Got an email from the post offer today saying they are offering a conditional job offer (in case I pass the drug and background checks). The message said I had 5 days to reply to accept the offer. I think I will first apply for the AT&T job tonight and see if I past the pre-screening. If I past that then I might just try to prepare mostly for that job. As it stands now the USPS job would only get me about 3k a month whereas the AT&T job would get me about 4k per month. I really need the money so the AT&T job would be better. Of course if money wasn't an issue I would go with the postal job since I would be get to actually have a job being outside and not stuck inside and dealing with people all the time like with the customer service type job.
The only other way I could probably accept the postal position is if UMS really showed itself when it comes to my investing. That would be taking sort of a gamble though. I guess time will tell. On another note though I did my second loop after my first break yesterday and got a massive headache within minutes that lasted the whole day. It wasn't so much the traditional headache as in that it felt like my head was "sore". Apparently, some part of me is trying to resist it badly. I did notice as well that my PTSD symptoms flared up later that day to the point I felt a bit stressed and anxious. Started feeling like if I'm ever going to be free of this thing. Its like just when I think its on its way out some tiny part of it survives and just "regrows" itself to its former self. I will admit though that with LTU that was the point of which it got to being almost eradicated.
It had gotten to the point of being almost a "phantom pain" type feeling. Yet despite all that it still found some way to come back somehow or maybe I have to wait til the subs get to 6G power before it can have no where else it can hide. Anyway, that's about it so far. Still going to keep with the plan of working for possibly 2-3 months then moving out then. So probably sometime in September or October.
Got an email from the post offer today saying they are offering a conditional job offer (in case I pass the drug and background checks). The message said I had 5 days to reply to accept the offer. I think I will first apply for the AT&T job tonight and see if I past the pre-screening. If I past that then I might just try to prepare mostly for that job. As it stands now the USPS job would only get me about 3k a month whereas the AT&T job would get me about 4k per month. I really need the money so the AT&T job would be better. Of course if money wasn't an issue I would go with the postal job since I would be get to actually have a job being outside and not stuck inside and dealing with people all the time like with the customer service type job.
The only other way I could probably accept the postal position is if UMS really showed itself when it comes to my investing. That would be taking sort of a gamble though. I guess time will tell. On another note though I did my second loop after my first break yesterday and got a massive headache within minutes that lasted the whole day. It wasn't so much the traditional headache as in that it felt like my head was "sore". Apparently, some part of me is trying to resist it badly. I did notice as well that my PTSD symptoms flared up later that day to the point I felt a bit stressed and anxious. Started feeling like if I'm ever going to be free of this thing. Its like just when I think its on its way out some tiny part of it survives and just "regrows" itself to its former self. I will admit though that with LTU that was the point of which it got to being almost eradicated.
It had gotten to the point of being almost a "phantom pain" type feeling. Yet despite all that it still found some way to come back somehow or maybe I have to wait til the subs get to 6G power before it can have no where else it can hide. Anyway, that's about it so far. Still going to keep with the plan of working for possibly 2-3 months then moving out then. So probably sometime in September or October.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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