07-14-2019, 04:44 PM
I'd definately recommend a very extended run of E3 before going to AM6.
And something you likely haven't considered. This isn't necessarrily about that one friend, yes some of the pain is from her obviously.. but to have such an extreme reaction to it like you have it's likely connected back to something else.
For example dealing with alot of abandonment issues from being adopted, i'd get pretty angry and other emotions at rejection from girls, and alot of issues of feeling unworthy and such.
But exploring alot of it over time and especially recently, the overreaction to it and the emotions being stirred up, alot of it goes back to being abandoned by my mum so early. It's a pretty primal wound and i'm doing alot of work on it but I still notice I go back to it and find more of those feelings, but over time as i'm confronting it i'm noticing it is lessening and things are improving.
Ask yourself what this situation reminds you of from earlier in your life? And even earlier than that? And if it has similar strong emotions then it's very likely alot of these stronger emotions are connected to the earlier experiences, alot of the time it's around parents or early rejection.
It feels like it's just about that 1 girl, but if there wasn't that pain and trauma in the past that is very similar you wouldn't have the same intensity around it and would be able to better accept it.
And something you likely haven't considered. This isn't necessarrily about that one friend, yes some of the pain is from her obviously.. but to have such an extreme reaction to it like you have it's likely connected back to something else.
For example dealing with alot of abandonment issues from being adopted, i'd get pretty angry and other emotions at rejection from girls, and alot of issues of feeling unworthy and such.
But exploring alot of it over time and especially recently, the overreaction to it and the emotions being stirred up, alot of it goes back to being abandoned by my mum so early. It's a pretty primal wound and i'm doing alot of work on it but I still notice I go back to it and find more of those feelings, but over time as i'm confronting it i'm noticing it is lessening and things are improving.
Ask yourself what this situation reminds you of from earlier in your life? And even earlier than that? And if it has similar strong emotions then it's very likely alot of these stronger emotions are connected to the earlier experiences, alot of the time it's around parents or early rejection.
It feels like it's just about that 1 girl, but if there wasn't that pain and trauma in the past that is very similar you wouldn't have the same intensity around it and would be able to better accept it.
