06-09-2019, 04:53 AM
Day 9:
I'm feeling somewhat discouraged about my job situation. I sent out 2 proposals on Upwork, no reply back. I sign up for that cool $30/hour job at SayABC and they turn me down because I only have an AA degree, not a bachelor's. I try to sign up for Cambly (another English teaching website) and every time I enter their page where you sign up to be a tutor, it redirects me to one where you sign up to be a student. I just sent out another proposal on Upwork, offering to do a 5 star job for only $3 an hour (the lowest I'm allowed to offer to work for on Upwork) and I'm about to put in an application for Qkids (another English teaching website) hopefully, I'll hear back from at least one of the two. Still, I'm starting to feel discouraged, like I probably won't hear back from either of them.
I really want to start up on a line of work I like and spend some time being productive and making money, but things just seem to keep falling through.
I feel like I'm being kept back, like all attempts at forward progress are being halted. And I wonder what reason there is metaphysically for me being held back? Is there something I'm supposed to learn from this? OR maybe I just haven't gotten the right job/opportunity YET. There's still Qkids, and Upwork still has jobs popping up. We'll see where this leads me.
I really want a job that pays decently and doesn't suck. And I feel like my attempts keep coming up short.
I'm feeling somewhat discouraged about my job situation. I sent out 2 proposals on Upwork, no reply back. I sign up for that cool $30/hour job at SayABC and they turn me down because I only have an AA degree, not a bachelor's. I try to sign up for Cambly (another English teaching website) and every time I enter their page where you sign up to be a tutor, it redirects me to one where you sign up to be a student. I just sent out another proposal on Upwork, offering to do a 5 star job for only $3 an hour (the lowest I'm allowed to offer to work for on Upwork) and I'm about to put in an application for Qkids (another English teaching website) hopefully, I'll hear back from at least one of the two. Still, I'm starting to feel discouraged, like I probably won't hear back from either of them.
I really want to start up on a line of work I like and spend some time being productive and making money, but things just seem to keep falling through.
I feel like I'm being kept back, like all attempts at forward progress are being halted. And I wonder what reason there is metaphysically for me being held back? Is there something I'm supposed to learn from this? OR maybe I just haven't gotten the right job/opportunity YET. There's still Qkids, and Upwork still has jobs popping up. We'll see where this leads me.
I really want a job that pays decently and doesn't suck. And I feel like my attempts keep coming up short.
