Path to Greatness - Journal

[Javier Gerardo]

Dreams are often the subconscious processing it's days worth of "stuff". Don't be concerned with negative dreams. It's being purged.

You ought to specify the person you're quoting in your signature. Napoleon Hill, is it not?

Okay. I think I'll just let the dreams be especially with the fact that I can see now that my negativity is being destroyed.

What I see now is that I have a strong Fear of the Unknown. I know that the Remove Negativity Within sub is helping me get over it in my daily life. But it is still there in me lurking. Like every time I try something new or get out of my comfort zone, my fear of the unknown inhibits me on taking the first step on changing. I have other fears too like fear of rejection, fear of failure and even fear of success. Fear is stopping me from becoming the man I want to be.

The quote is by Calvin Coolidge. I was supposed to include his name but if I include it, it will exceed the maximum length for signature.

Fear of the unknown. Always a popular one.

Calvin Coolidge, eh? I must have read that quote in my Napoleon hill book then. I love that quote.

Success relies more heavily on perseverance than perhaps any other thing. Build slowly, build persistently. Success is the slave of persistence.

I fell in love with the quote for the first time I read it. That's why I made it my signature to remind myself of it especially since I visit this forums everyday.

As for now, I focus all my subliminal use on RNW until I can get a new pair. I've been using the masked track since I'm using headphones and my speakers are not capable of 20khz.

Not much have changed since my last entry here. Though what I really can notice is that I am more in control of my actions since I am more aware of my thoughts. I remember I posted here before that I am developing awareness of my thoughts. So every time a negative thought pops up like I am feeling jealousy over my co-workers who seem more successful, have better financial condition, better lifestyle, has a car and so on, I ask myself "Why I am thinking of all of this?" I should be thankful for what I have and I'm an awesome guy. Then I breathe deep and smile and feel happy for myself. I want to concentrate on myself from now on. A friend of mine always said to me to just concentrate and focus on my life. I'm always the guy who is always in his thoughts. Thinking of this and that. He said I should keep it cool sometimes and think of nothingness.

Aside from this I am feeling more confident. For instance, I brought something from the bookstore last Friday and I seem more confident in my speech. Before In hesitate when asking a salesperson about the item I'm looking for. Now I just go right in and ask. When I talk especially with my colleagues at work, I speak slowly and try to keep my mind from thinking whether or not I'm being awkward or not. I never thought RNW can also make me do this. But it this can also be linked from me doing positive affirmations in my head from time to time.

I feel I'm enjoying my life as of this moment. Sure I don't have the money, motorcycle, car and relationship that I want but deep down I feel and think everything will be fine.